12-09-2017, 01:08 PM
I really don't feel like counting days so I am just gonna post what I experience from DRA-5.5G.
So, I am suffering from Major Depression, Anxiety, OCD, Bipolar.
Due to Depression, I have lost my motivation and my cognitive abilities are fucked up including memory both short term and long term. I can't seem to remember places in my own town, I feel as if I know them but I can't access it as if I have lost that information. My concentration abilities have also been fucked up. I can't concentrate cause my brain feel kinda exhausted when I try to concentrate and my brain can't even process what I read and it's like as if I read but I can't understand what it means.... Over the past 7 years this has only gotten worse and combine that with emotional issues and u got one fucked up me. Doing everything became a burden.
The subs which helped me the most in getting out of all these a little bit were MLS-5.5G and MHS-5.5G.
I have visited 4 Doctors and all of them have confirmed that I have Depression and other issues.
Day 3
I feel somewhat good/happy and feel like doing something productive. I also somehow feel that its working on my OCD and Bipolar issues also. Its too soon to say this but lets see what happens in another few weeks.
I also did something related to Rule 4 as I was having a strong urge to do it and couldn't resist. Before I was like " yeah maybe some other time" but this time I was like I gotta do this cause its gonna make me feel good. I feel like doing things which I consider to be productive and my appetite is already up.
So, I am suffering from Major Depression, Anxiety, OCD, Bipolar.
Due to Depression, I have lost my motivation and my cognitive abilities are fucked up including memory both short term and long term. I can't seem to remember places in my own town, I feel as if I know them but I can't access it as if I have lost that information. My concentration abilities have also been fucked up. I can't concentrate cause my brain feel kinda exhausted when I try to concentrate and my brain can't even process what I read and it's like as if I read but I can't understand what it means.... Over the past 7 years this has only gotten worse and combine that with emotional issues and u got one fucked up me. Doing everything became a burden.
The subs which helped me the most in getting out of all these a little bit were MLS-5.5G and MHS-5.5G.
I have visited 4 Doctors and all of them have confirmed that I have Depression and other issues.
Day 3
I feel somewhat good/happy and feel like doing something productive. I also somehow feel that its working on my OCD and Bipolar issues also. Its too soon to say this but lets see what happens in another few weeks.
I also did something related to Rule 4 as I was having a strong urge to do it and couldn't resist. Before I was like " yeah maybe some other time" but this time I was like I gotta do this cause its gonna make me feel good. I feel like doing things which I consider to be productive and my appetite is already up.
