02-06-2015, 04:25 PM
I remembered the other thing I was going to say from my previous post: Porn has taken a dramatic drop in usage and no longer interests me like it used to...so that's good, I'm glad I've been using it less.
Stage 2 has been much better on this second run. I have one week left and am just running each stage for 5 weeks to keep thing simple. I don't think I've had any resistance at all and it definitely feels like it's pushing me to do something with my life. I feel like I'm going to go very far in life and be an important person. I know that whatever I do, I'm going to be successful. School has been going pretty well too.
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One weird thing I just can't figure out is that since I started the program again, I keep having dreams about my ex-gf, and it's always along the lines of me telling her I don't want to get back together.
(In real life) I haven't even considered reaching out to her at all, so I don't know why I'd even dream about her at all. Other dreams are along the lines of being a super hero and kicking ass---which resembles how I feel in real life.
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Also, I've come to decide that women are most definitely not my first priority in life and my happiness comes from within...and from accomplishing my goals. It's been quite a freeing realization, and a relief holding this belief now. I am so glad I decided to run AM6 again. And because of this now, WM and/or SM has gone down my priority list.
I've also decided that when/if I do get a girl(friend), I'm not going to put up with much shit from her. I don't want someone who is dramatic and likes to fight and argue when they are drunk. I had that with my ex-gf, and while I put up with it, I just don't want to anymore. One of my best friends just argues with this gf when we go out and drink. I hate that, and if she were my girlfriend, I would give her a few chances to cut that shit out, and if she doesn't, SEE YA. I hate drama, it serves no purpose. I like to sing(shout), dance, and have fun when I get drunk, and if I have someone is preventing that, I will remove them from my life. It feels so good not care (as much) about girls anymore and be free of their games and shit!
Stage 2 has been much better on this second run. I have one week left and am just running each stage for 5 weeks to keep thing simple. I don't think I've had any resistance at all and it definitely feels like it's pushing me to do something with my life. I feel like I'm going to go very far in life and be an important person. I know that whatever I do, I'm going to be successful. School has been going pretty well too.
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One weird thing I just can't figure out is that since I started the program again, I keep having dreams about my ex-gf, and it's always along the lines of me telling her I don't want to get back together.
(In real life) I haven't even considered reaching out to her at all, so I don't know why I'd even dream about her at all. Other dreams are along the lines of being a super hero and kicking ass---which resembles how I feel in real life.
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Also, I've come to decide that women are most definitely not my first priority in life and my happiness comes from within...and from accomplishing my goals. It's been quite a freeing realization, and a relief holding this belief now. I am so glad I decided to run AM6 again. And because of this now, WM and/or SM has gone down my priority list.
I've also decided that when/if I do get a girl(friend), I'm not going to put up with much shit from her. I don't want someone who is dramatic and likes to fight and argue when they are drunk. I had that with my ex-gf, and while I put up with it, I just don't want to anymore. One of my best friends just argues with this gf when we go out and drink. I hate that, and if she were my girlfriend, I would give her a few chances to cut that shit out, and if she doesn't, SEE YA. I hate drama, it serves no purpose. I like to sing(shout), dance, and have fun when I get drunk, and if I have someone is preventing that, I will remove them from my life. It feels so good not care (as much) about girls anymore and be free of their games and shit!
