Delta's AM6 Journal

[Uncle Bob]

Do you have colleagues you can learn with or can you get additional tutoring? Maybe you could personally contact the relevant people at the college and ask what can be done? At least you know the results then.

Give your college stuff first priority over the sub.

I'm well aware of how negative this all is. And I'm well aware it's all my fault. I don't go to class, don't do the homework, don't do the lab reports, don't study, and because of all that, I even skip going to the exams. That's how bad it is. I've had half a dozen second chances, and I **** it up every semester. I don't know why. When I actually do go to class and do well, I feel good about myself. I honestly only have one class that I will pass this semester. As long as they don't kick me out, I'll be fine. But they sent me an email in the beginning of the semester stating that if I fail, I'll no longer be allowed in the engineering college. I don't like to admit defeat, but there's honestly no way I can pass them all at this point in the semester, only one of them. We'll see what happens.

I started Stage 4 last night so here's hoping this will all take a turn for the better and that I'll pull my head out of my ass and figure out where I go from here.

P.S.
I do feel smoother today and have noticed a few girls looking at me.