01-19-2014, 10:35 AM
Roger that. I figured other sounds would mess it up. And yes I've got the sleep shuttle with AM6 playing 8 times after it. I did order a speaker to play the ultrasonics while I sleep. My right ear is really getting raw from having these headphones in. (Gonna get new ones eventually).
And on that subject, since it's just a sound dock (stereo) that will be sitting on my dresser, will it be effective enough/worth it playing throughout the night? I'm still going to try to get as much headphone listening in during the day as I can. But once school starts, my time will be much more limited.
Update on my journal:
7 of us friends went out last night. I felt much more relaxed and comfortable just standing/sitting there. I very briefly talked to one girl, and the bartender. The other bartender who is our best friend later told me the other one was married -_- Oh well, I just wanted to practice talking. Definitely didn't talk as much to new people as I wanted to. Doesn't bother me much though. Then when we got home, my ex-girlfriend (we'll call her S) came home from the bars too. She was drunk and wanted to spend a few minutes with me. She said if I was good at sex, she wouldn't have broken up with me (there's other things too but whatever). I know I'm not that great at it because I've been an insecure little puss. I'm hoping becoming alpha will help with that. But I didn't really wanna be around her because I don't wanna put up with her shit. The ONLY possible good thing coming from this is that I'm not even ready to have sex with another girl right now, so I really don't have an agenda when I meet girls at a bar, which should make it that much easier lol. And, because she really is a 10/10, I'm not even very attracted to other girls I see...even on the internet and models and all that. So, once again, that should make it easier to talk to other girls lol. It would be an interesting test to meet up with her in a year or so after (if) I run Sex Magnet so see if she feels any different then.
I've also been really sticking with working out. I used to just dread thinking about it all day, now I just simply do it. Even now that I'm slightly sick, I don't make excuses. I hope it's permanently a part of who I am now. Same with guitar. I really enjoy playing it and am working on learning my first full song, instead of just the recognized licks of 40 different songs that everyone knows. I'm ok being alone right now. I look at it as time to improve myself and get my life back on track. Once school starts in two days, that will be the real test. I hope it's like working out...I just do it. Seriously, my favorite line from the product page on the store is:
Doing what needs to be done, because it needs to be done, and that is the way of the Alpha.
That's sort of how my dad is, just doing whatever needs to be done no matter the sacrifice, effort, or time commitment.
And on that subject, since it's just a sound dock (stereo) that will be sitting on my dresser, will it be effective enough/worth it playing throughout the night? I'm still going to try to get as much headphone listening in during the day as I can. But once school starts, my time will be much more limited.
Update on my journal:
7 of us friends went out last night. I felt much more relaxed and comfortable just standing/sitting there. I very briefly talked to one girl, and the bartender. The other bartender who is our best friend later told me the other one was married -_- Oh well, I just wanted to practice talking. Definitely didn't talk as much to new people as I wanted to. Doesn't bother me much though. Then when we got home, my ex-girlfriend (we'll call her S) came home from the bars too. She was drunk and wanted to spend a few minutes with me. She said if I was good at sex, she wouldn't have broken up with me (there's other things too but whatever). I know I'm not that great at it because I've been an insecure little puss. I'm hoping becoming alpha will help with that. But I didn't really wanna be around her because I don't wanna put up with her shit. The ONLY possible good thing coming from this is that I'm not even ready to have sex with another girl right now, so I really don't have an agenda when I meet girls at a bar, which should make it that much easier lol. And, because she really is a 10/10, I'm not even very attracted to other girls I see...even on the internet and models and all that. So, once again, that should make it easier to talk to other girls lol. It would be an interesting test to meet up with her in a year or so after (if) I run Sex Magnet so see if she feels any different then.
I've also been really sticking with working out. I used to just dread thinking about it all day, now I just simply do it. Even now that I'm slightly sick, I don't make excuses. I hope it's permanently a part of who I am now. Same with guitar. I really enjoy playing it and am working on learning my first full song, instead of just the recognized licks of 40 different songs that everyone knows. I'm ok being alone right now. I look at it as time to improve myself and get my life back on track. Once school starts in two days, that will be the real test. I hope it's like working out...I just do it. Seriously, my favorite line from the product page on the store is:
Doing what needs to be done, because it needs to be done, and that is the way of the Alpha.
That's sort of how my dad is, just doing whatever needs to be done no matter the sacrifice, effort, or time commitment.
