Hey man, it is weird , the dreams come just between awareness and sleep so there's an element of conscious thought mixing with unconscious processes.
I haven't posted in a while simply because little to nothing has been happening. I'm sticking with A so the focus is clearing, and will do so until MLS comes out.
My life is moving forward after a long general slump at least, gym every day, working harder and smarter - but I've let shit slide with a shitty and entitled attitude to grind that it will take a little time before I have the grit and stamina to make faster progress physically and in terms of work output. I have a more mature approach with it all - progress not perfection.
Back on the learning programming and investment, looking for more challenging jobs is the order of the day.
On the women front, as I've said before, I'm sticking with the GF but the attention has at least been somewhat amusing, random texts from girls I used to know striking up awkward conversation and so on. Nothing compared to what some of y'all have been gettin but I'll take it since I honestly could give a fuck less about any of that right now (ironically)
GF seems deeper in love, and relationship wise shits great, personally I feel pretty flat, my focus is on gym and work right now and not anything else.
I haven't posted in a while simply because little to nothing has been happening. I'm sticking with A so the focus is clearing, and will do so until MLS comes out.
My life is moving forward after a long general slump at least, gym every day, working harder and smarter - but I've let shit slide with a shitty and entitled attitude to grind that it will take a little time before I have the grit and stamina to make faster progress physically and in terms of work output. I have a more mature approach with it all - progress not perfection.
Back on the learning programming and investment, looking for more challenging jobs is the order of the day.
On the women front, as I've said before, I'm sticking with the GF but the attention has at least been somewhat amusing, random texts from girls I used to know striking up awkward conversation and so on. Nothing compared to what some of y'all have been gettin but I'll take it since I honestly could give a fuck less about any of that right now (ironically)
GF seems deeper in love, and relationship wise shits great, personally I feel pretty flat, my focus is on gym and work right now and not anything else.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
