Darwin’s Journal

[Darwinn]

Ahh the time now approaches for the MLS beast to awaken.

I've not said anything in this Journal for a good while. DMSI stuff has been happening - I've had a few pretty mind blowing messages from women talking about how they've been thinking about me, I won't go into more detail or show pics just because I just don't want any record of it should some accident happen and they see what I've written.

Anyway aside from that I'm taking away some great things from my DMSI time:
- Manifested the mentor I've always wanted
- Loving going to the gym and making daily, steady progress
- little/no fear at work, generally happy and vibing all over the place, with great conversations and fun with women in particular
- relationship with GF is more loving and fruitful than ever
- Now obsessed with finding more money, finally making progress on learning coding (and loving it rather than seeing it as a chore), writing my own trading algorithms like a bawse.

In terms of poon - I haven't had near the results of some of the amazing executors on the forum, but hey, I was always gonna unconsciously throw some sand in the gears with my intent to stay faithful to the woman I'm with, so I'm satisfied with the clearing.

I switched back to A, and noticed once again situations of conflict arising again - which is very strange. I've not experienced it before like this except on AM6 when people would try to do shit but would back off because on AM6, I seriously didn't gaf, and was aggressive enough to back people down. Now I'm much more wary and don't want to get in a fight - very different vibe.

I really do think a more Male oriented DMSI would do the trick for this. DMSI+just a couple of the AM modules which remind you you're an independent man not to be f'd with, and give you the aura of masculinity beyond just sexuality - since I think the aura of dominance would feed into attractiveness anyway. DMSI-BEAST would be something else.

Hopefully in the next couple of days - I'll be MLSing. When I do, I'm sure I will miss DMSI - it's a program, the first program perhaps, that I've enjoyed listening to. I have found I wanted to do my couple of hours a day and would look forward to it!

[Darwinn]

And so it begins. MLS is here and it's time for me to fix the cognitive and focus issues i've had all my life. I'm not saying MLS is going to stand alone in this, But if all goes according to plan it will be my constant companion on this journey.

[Darwinn]

YES YES YES - MY RECALL AND THINKING IS ALREADY BETTER

[Zane]

YES YES YES - MY RECALL AND THINKING IS ALREADY BETTER

Holy Crap! Really? Can u tell me something what happened that made u come to that conclusion?

[Darwinn]

It's just a freer flow of thoughts linking to what I'm doing - and a confidence /sense that I can have a challenge and the resources are there to meet the challenge, and that it can be fun!

[Zane]

It's just a freer flow of thoughts linking to what I'm doing - and a confidence /sense that I can have a challenge and the resources are there to meet the challenge, and that it can be fun!

Please do tell when you notice changes in ur focus. I mean when u have this incredible concentration moment. I have been ADHD my whole life and this is what I wanted the most.

[Darwinn]

Will do, it's been the defining difficulty of my life.

[Shannon]

How long have you listened before having the effect?

[Darwinn]

It started happening about half way into the first loop, I found myself at was with formulating a problem and drawing on resources to meet it.

I've found at work that I'm getting asked to do things and have a lot of self confidence around my intellectual ability, automatically countering the beliefs that spring up about how others are smarter than me, and going through some complex and otherwise somewhat boring pieces of work with much more determination. Let's see how this continues now.

[Darwinn]

I'm a little taken aback by how quickly this has had an effect

[Shannon]

MLS 5.5G is aimed at demonstrating what 5.5G can currently do... when you don't resist.

[JackOfHearts]

Surely some people will resist ? right ? I hope it's not me

[Shannon]

Surely some people will resist ? right ? I hope it's not me

I'm sure there will be resistance from someone sometime, but I seriously doubt it will be even a shadow of what DMSI has been triggering.

[Benjamin]

I am curious about MLS, but it's not a huge need.

Funny the thing i'm curious about is how much it would improve my skills in Playerunknown's Battlegrounds. As when I used MLS 4g one of the things is playing Payday my skills went through the roof and I consistently was getting the most kills on the team most games.

That's not an important enough reason to use it though haha. I'm not gonna use it as there's no real need for me to, maybe in the future. Not sure what i'd apply it to though.

It's also tempting to see something that i'd resist less. But if anything MHS is what I might switch to for a few reasons, mainly one chronic thing that's been causing me issues for a long time.