02-01-2022, 01:30 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-01-2022, 01:53 PM by ChrissyC.
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Cycle 2
Day 6 January 30th
Day 6 January 30th
- had a dream involving an insecurity of mine, someone pointing it out or making a mumble under their breath about it.
- back to being super tired
- ex is still texting me. Want to say we didn’t end on bad terms but the things he did after our break solidified for me that he wasn’t the person I want to be with. Still a good friend but now I’m questioning our friendship..
- My sleep is worse than how it was BEFORE the subs ? if this is resistance I’m gonna need it to hurry it up. ?
- I do have some potentials to have sex with and I’ve been more open to the idea, even going as far as imagining the things I want to do. But alas, insecurities and also the getting ready and doing the whole shabang is a headache for me right now. Also have an important exam to take so I can start my career.. so that’s also a source of anxiety. Hopefully this resolves soon.
- went out to the store today and this worker was very persistent in talking to me and basically telling me her life story even as far as a disease she got diagnosed with. Gave me some advice and then told me the next time I come to come over and see her so she can see how her advice is going.
