DMSI journal

[RTBoss]

Fuuuuuuck.

I thought the cold would be just sinus inflammation and sniffles over the weekend, but a serious shiver is taking me out to the point where I'm cancelling all of tomorrow, going to bed early, and sleeping in.

So, A, fuuuuck, I have to cancel the last appointment with my somatic healer who is disappearing for a few months, and

B, fuuuuck, this is now a problem with DMSI.

Over the weekend was my three days off. Now I'm back on, and I know that my subconscious reacts very poorly to DMSI. So:

1. Do I listen to DMSI, keep ASRB2, but add the stress of a rebelling subconscious while I'm sick, or
2. Do I stop listening to DMSI, and focus on getting better?

Fuuuuuck.

1. Don't let getting sick become your subconscious's "go-to" resistance tactic to get you to stop.