01-25-2019, 11:14 AM
Day 1 (of DMSI 3.3.1)
8 loops.
Last night I has the ultrasonic play for 5 loops while I slept. The phone was sideways, and I think it has stereo speakers (iPhone Xs) but I can't vouch for their quality for ultrasonic. At least I was able to sleep without earplugs.
I slept poorly. For the past few days I've been tired but waking up and snapping to, but this morning was rough. The reason I'm planning in general to do three hours while sleeping and five while awake is that I seem much more able to handle DMSI while awake while it's rough on my sleep, but today I know I won't have a ton of time at work, so I reversed them.
On the subway today I noticed some attractive women. At first, my mind was wondering about what it would be like to have them attracted to me. Then there was this fear; what if they were? There was a scary aspect to it, though I can't name the fear that came up.
I'm about half-way through the remaining three hours now. I'm doing it as hybrid, trickling stream. Will post if anything comes up.
8 loops.
Last night I has the ultrasonic play for 5 loops while I slept. The phone was sideways, and I think it has stereo speakers (iPhone Xs) but I can't vouch for their quality for ultrasonic. At least I was able to sleep without earplugs.
I slept poorly. For the past few days I've been tired but waking up and snapping to, but this morning was rough. The reason I'm planning in general to do three hours while sleeping and five while awake is that I seem much more able to handle DMSI while awake while it's rough on my sleep, but today I know I won't have a ton of time at work, so I reversed them.
On the subway today I noticed some attractive women. At first, my mind was wondering about what it would be like to have them attracted to me. Then there was this fear; what if they were? There was a scary aspect to it, though I can't name the fear that came up.
I'm about half-way through the remaining three hours now. I'm doing it as hybrid, trickling stream. Will post if anything comes up.
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