10-12-2018, 06:24 AM
Day 10
I didn't get an answer in that post. Yesterday was the first day after the ASRB break, so I chose 3.2A and decided to loop it to fill the time that I'm at my desk. It turned out I got exactly one loop in, though.
A is killing me. The level of pain and grief is high. I'm waking exhausted from sleep. I'm getting no sense of healing from DMSI A, either from realizations about issues (which seems to be how healing shows up for people in posts) or from relief from the grief and pain. Combine that with nothing showing up from women, and a part of me wonders why the hell I'm doing this.
The product page warns not to mix this in with other practices. And you know what? I am mixing it in. I'm bringing in a simple practice that I've found to help cut through and silence the pain and grief, just so that I can do things like make it to work in the morning and not get fired.
My current plan is:
- Finish up the secondary ASRB of 7 days with the A track looped. Watch to see what happens.
- Try a 14 day B session with the official recommendation of one B loop per day.
- Try a 14 day B session with looping B back-to-back to see if I can see any effect.
- Give up on DMSI if I keep not seeing any effects.
I didn't get an answer in that post. Yesterday was the first day after the ASRB break, so I chose 3.2A and decided to loop it to fill the time that I'm at my desk. It turned out I got exactly one loop in, though.
A is killing me. The level of pain and grief is high. I'm waking exhausted from sleep. I'm getting no sense of healing from DMSI A, either from realizations about issues (which seems to be how healing shows up for people in posts) or from relief from the grief and pain. Combine that with nothing showing up from women, and a part of me wonders why the hell I'm doing this.
The product page warns not to mix this in with other practices. And you know what? I am mixing it in. I'm bringing in a simple practice that I've found to help cut through and silence the pain and grief, just so that I can do things like make it to work in the morning and not get fired.
My current plan is:
- Finish up the secondary ASRB of 7 days with the A track looped. Watch to see what happens.
- Try a 14 day B session with the official recommendation of one B loop per day.
- Try a 14 day B session with looping B back-to-back to see if I can see any effect.
- Give up on DMSI if I keep not seeing any effects.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
