12-11-2018, 11:49 PM
Day 5
Today I had a short day because I had some legal matters I had to take care of. Because of some jealous issues dealing with her and some other girls etc leader to needing a restatement from both us to have no contact. Which is a good thing as she had a knack of ambushing my friends and messing with them to try and hurt me. So while I'm out at court dealing with that I'm simply amazed at the how powerful the celebrity effect is even giving how I'm only 5 days in. I had got used to it before and it was great got used to it the different butt etc presentations or ioi's was all was used to it. This version is different. I feel for the first time other than passive attention girls are investing a bit more. In that they are ok much more being seen watching me, a lot less of girls looking at me and then away kind of stuff before more longer more extended eye contact stuff Although it's still lacking girls randomly doing more then overdoing smiles looks but I have noticed what I thought had been missing more of them putting a tad bit more effort. So like now I have to leave my ear buds off more as I'm getting used to random or girls wanting to make small talk when before they'd only talk if they'd try to be nice or I was going there way. Basically seeing wiliness to chat or if nothing else wanting to be around me. This effect seems to be present from girls of all ages more or less. Only if a girl is happy in a relationship or something dose aura really has no effect on them which is constant with earlyer versions.
Earlier at work before court while at work I was having a lot of progress with these group of 3 black girls 2 of which are sisters and both expecting. One of the sisters had just had her baby the other one ran into as I putting out the baby clothes she made a lot of effort to come around me talk about her baby, show her nails off, got some kino little. Before I would run into her now and again today she was all up around me didn't;t want to leave in fact this only stopped because I didn't want to be caught just talking to her while working. While not much for into getting with another single mom, but I am attracted to her . So something happening with the aura. Also this time unlike last version I remain attracted to her it's not like the aura would be strong then back down. The new aura stays strong particularly when I'm attracted to some one. Also has done wonders for my self confidence which has gotten noticeably stronger I'll definitely take it. As I needed it in court today and I think even a few days I would subconsciously back down a lot. Now that's getting much lower or non at all. Anyway next to days on break but I think there's something to this new version.
Today I had a short day because I had some legal matters I had to take care of. Because of some jealous issues dealing with her and some other girls etc leader to needing a restatement from both us to have no contact. Which is a good thing as she had a knack of ambushing my friends and messing with them to try and hurt me. So while I'm out at court dealing with that I'm simply amazed at the how powerful the celebrity effect is even giving how I'm only 5 days in. I had got used to it before and it was great got used to it the different butt etc presentations or ioi's was all was used to it. This version is different. I feel for the first time other than passive attention girls are investing a bit more. In that they are ok much more being seen watching me, a lot less of girls looking at me and then away kind of stuff before more longer more extended eye contact stuff Although it's still lacking girls randomly doing more then overdoing smiles looks but I have noticed what I thought had been missing more of them putting a tad bit more effort. So like now I have to leave my ear buds off more as I'm getting used to random or girls wanting to make small talk when before they'd only talk if they'd try to be nice or I was going there way. Basically seeing wiliness to chat or if nothing else wanting to be around me. This effect seems to be present from girls of all ages more or less. Only if a girl is happy in a relationship or something dose aura really has no effect on them which is constant with earlyer versions.
Earlier at work before court while at work I was having a lot of progress with these group of 3 black girls 2 of which are sisters and both expecting. One of the sisters had just had her baby the other one ran into as I putting out the baby clothes she made a lot of effort to come around me talk about her baby, show her nails off, got some kino little. Before I would run into her now and again today she was all up around me didn't;t want to leave in fact this only stopped because I didn't want to be caught just talking to her while working. While not much for into getting with another single mom, but I am attracted to her . So something happening with the aura. Also this time unlike last version I remain attracted to her it's not like the aura would be strong then back down. The new aura stays strong particularly when I'm attracted to some one. Also has done wonders for my self confidence which has gotten noticeably stronger I'll definitely take it. As I needed it in court today and I think even a few days I would subconsciously back down a lot. Now that's getting much lower or non at all. Anyway next to days on break but I think there's something to this new version.
