Day 14
Changed my listening behaviour to 4 hours before I get out of bed rather then listening to it at night.
What I have noticed so far
1. Alot more relaxed and grounded
2. A much more loving feeling towards myself and women
3. Its been 2 weeks of zero masturbation
Last year whilst working overseas a colleague of mine invited me to an international porn star meetup which later in the evening encompassed a sex party, where you could have sex with some of the well known porn stars. I enjoyed it at the time. The same ex colleague invited to come along with him again this year. I declined as having sex with women with fake boobs just doesnt interest me anymore plus some of them are really mentally deranged.
Imagine driving up a hill with the brakes on ?. Now imagine driving up the hill without the breaks on well thats how I feel right now.
Changed my listening behaviour to 4 hours before I get out of bed rather then listening to it at night.
What I have noticed so far
1. Alot more relaxed and grounded
2. A much more loving feeling towards myself and women
3. Its been 2 weeks of zero masturbation
Last year whilst working overseas a colleague of mine invited me to an international porn star meetup which later in the evening encompassed a sex party, where you could have sex with some of the well known porn stars. I enjoyed it at the time. The same ex colleague invited to come along with him again this year. I declined as having sex with women with fake boobs just doesnt interest me anymore plus some of them are really mentally deranged.
Imagine driving up a hill with the brakes on ?. Now imagine driving up the hill without the breaks on well thats how I feel right now.
