Not too sure why i've got the urge to make a journal (Shannon? ) as it's not something I would normally do. I ran DMSI 3.1 before the new year with no solid results really, I guess I resisted hard. So I listened to 1 loop as soon as it came out before sleeping which was about 1am for me.
Day 1 23/2/18 1am
Slept straight away, nothing really out of the ordinary. Went to work, interactions from coworkers, mostly male were all positive. 1 woman was quite energetic and helpful to me when I asked her for something, seemed quite happy to help me, may or may not be DMSI.
In the afternoon I got a text from a girl who I met online. We had arranged to meet last sunday, but she cancelled on me on saturday telling me she had been on a date with someone else in the week and doesn't want to date more than 1 guy. Was very honest about this and if truth be told I didn't fancy meeting her anyway as I was drinking on friday and saturday and knew I would feel like shit the next day. So I told her good luck and we'll keep in touch if she wants now and then as she seemed quite cool as a friend. So, she text me this afternoon just asking how things are going, not to be a stranger etc. I asked her about her day, made a little joke and never replied to her response as I got too busy. That was the end of that.
Day 2 23/2/18 6pm (same day technically I know)
Ran the loop, nothing really to report. Had a bath an hour later, was falling asleep. Managed to stay up, fell asleep at 00:30am, had the best night sleep in a long time and woke up about 10:00am feeling good.
Day 3 24/2/18
Woke at 10:00am, got stuff done. Went and bought some house cleaning stuff, some plants. Lady at till was pleasant and helpful, not attracted to her but felt she was a bit nervous. Came home, had a 2 hour nap at 3pm, odd considering how good I slept and felt in the morning.
22:45 the girl who text me yesterday (we'll call her R), text me out of the blue asking how my day was again. Exact same time I get a message on POF from someone else, coincedence? I respond to R. She then proceeds to ask if I want to meet her for dinner tomorrow as she booked a table and her friend can't make it. I suspect it was her "date". I tell her I can't make it. She then tells me the "date" turned out to be a knob and is no longer seeing him and would really like to meet me. I then tell her I don't want to mess her around and not sure what i'm looking for. (She seemed too invested in getting to know me before almost like shes thinking long term, I don't want that). So she tells me she doesn't know either and says lets meet up monday. I think I know what this means. Lets see what happens on monday ?
Hopefully more to come.
Day 1 23/2/18 1am
Slept straight away, nothing really out of the ordinary. Went to work, interactions from coworkers, mostly male were all positive. 1 woman was quite energetic and helpful to me when I asked her for something, seemed quite happy to help me, may or may not be DMSI.
In the afternoon I got a text from a girl who I met online. We had arranged to meet last sunday, but she cancelled on me on saturday telling me she had been on a date with someone else in the week and doesn't want to date more than 1 guy. Was very honest about this and if truth be told I didn't fancy meeting her anyway as I was drinking on friday and saturday and knew I would feel like shit the next day. So I told her good luck and we'll keep in touch if she wants now and then as she seemed quite cool as a friend. So, she text me this afternoon just asking how things are going, not to be a stranger etc. I asked her about her day, made a little joke and never replied to her response as I got too busy. That was the end of that.
Day 2 23/2/18 6pm (same day technically I know)
Ran the loop, nothing really to report. Had a bath an hour later, was falling asleep. Managed to stay up, fell asleep at 00:30am, had the best night sleep in a long time and woke up about 10:00am feeling good.
Day 3 24/2/18
Woke at 10:00am, got stuff done. Went and bought some house cleaning stuff, some plants. Lady at till was pleasant and helpful, not attracted to her but felt she was a bit nervous. Came home, had a 2 hour nap at 3pm, odd considering how good I slept and felt in the morning.
22:45 the girl who text me yesterday (we'll call her R), text me out of the blue asking how my day was again. Exact same time I get a message on POF from someone else, coincedence? I respond to R. She then proceeds to ask if I want to meet her for dinner tomorrow as she booked a table and her friend can't make it. I suspect it was her "date". I tell her I can't make it. She then tells me the "date" turned out to be a knob and is no longer seeing him and would really like to meet me. I then tell her I don't want to mess her around and not sure what i'm looking for. (She seemed too invested in getting to know me before almost like shes thinking long term, I don't want that). So she tells me she doesn't know either and says lets meet up monday. I think I know what this means. Lets see what happens on monday ?
Hopefully more to come.