DMSI 3.2 Random Musings and Journalings

[Have at ye]

Hmm. I was feeling really good these past couple of weeks for the most part, and was noticing obvious effects of DMSIng, but now that I'm on break, I'm feeling kinda crappy. I feel the urge to sleep it off for some reason. Maybe some TID stuff is kicking in while ver. 3.2 at the high number of loops I've been using consistently this past months is being processed, I dunno.

[Have at ye]

I did just come up with an idea for a tool to assist with dealing with negativity/adversity from others in response to my awesomeness (lol), potentially even in a way that would turn it around and have it serve my goals. This one is EXTREMELY rule 4, though, and I will not be answering question in PMs about it yet, as it could take some time for me to test and develop (starting to sound like Shannon here, lol, but it's not subliminal programming stuff). But I do believe that it should help, and with time, should give amazing results, given the potential.

I know it's totally annoying when I come up with some wacko stuff and then say how awesome it is and then say "but sorry, guys and gals, RULE 4 HARHAR", but it is what it is.

[Have at ye]

Noticing outside effects as before, nothing new yet, though.

Interestingly, I had a dream in which a particular person died. In that dream, I remember talking to this person, and then learning that this person has died soon after (which - incidentally, coincided with the sudden death of Vladimir Putin in that dream, lol). It's interesting because I've recently decided to cut all professional ties to this person (it's not the envious conductor, but someone waaaay worse ).

Also, professionally, I'm moving out of the local scene altogether. I'm being blocked everywhere I go, despite my skill level and experience (by, for instance, the above mentioned guy from my dream - and numerous "colleagues"), so I'm moving my business abroad. Got wind of a very good opportunity but yesterday, and am going to try for it.

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Hmm. I'm getting hit by frustrating delays and annoying situations lately (f. in. my porn work monies are going to wait for me until the author chick finds a proofreader who knows their shit, and the "focus group" of readers is particularly whiny. So, yeah, still haven't got paid, and I have several items I'd like to procure with some of the proceeds. In the interim, I'm doing the proofing myself - BUT, I really shouldn't have to be doing it, lol. Or - I spent quite a bit of time preparing for auditions, made a video and all that jazz even, worked with my coach etc., and then it turned out that the audition call was a sham and the cast had already been decided beforehand - shit like that is why I'm taking my business abroad).

BUT - I'm feeling pretty good despite all that, soldering on and making lots of progress in all areas. Especially regarding my rule 4 adventures. Good stuff!

Also, had one hell of a dream recently, and it was kinda scary, but it did indicate that whatever I've been doing (and what DMSI's been doing, too) is bringing about progress in what I need to do.

[Have at ye]

Figured out a way to "consume" energies with harmful/negative/non-beneficial intentions sent my way, "digest" them and then send 'em back out into the world albeit set to intentions that are beneficial to me. Boo-yah.

Now I'm gonna keep practicing and refining this, and them maybe try to figure out a way to automate the process. I have some ideas. What I'm doing can also be used to counteract non-beneficial thoughts/ideas/emotions that I could be sending out myself; I just need to catch myself doing so and apply the same methodology. This should be of great use to a) negate the effects of thoughts arising through any "faulty" (faulty as in - not something I like, lol ) beliefs I may yet hold, b) transforming thoughts/ideas/etc. that led to a particular belief arising, thus helping change it into something I'd prefer. Nyah-nyah!

[Have at ye]

Figured out a way to "consume" energies with harmful/negative/non-beneficial intentions sent my way, "digest" them and then send 'em back out into the world albeit set to intentions that are beneficial to me. Boo-yah.

Now I'm gonna keep practicing and refining this, and them maybe try to figure out a way to automate the process. I have some ideas. What I'm doing can also be used to counteract non-beneficial thoughts/ideas/emotions that I could be sending out myself; I just need to catch myself doing so and apply the same methodology. This should be of great use to a) negate the effects of thoughts arising through any "faulty" (faulty as in - not something I like, lol ) beliefs I may yet hold, b) transforming thoughts/ideas/etc. that led to a particular belief arising, thus helping change it into something I'd prefer. Nyah-nyah!

Replying to my own post, hooray!

But, to the point: had one of them "scary, scary" dreams last night. Was in a semi-conscious state while it was occurring (as the fear kinda woke me up), applied the method I've been using this couple of days to "disempower" the scary stuff from that dream - and, by gosh and golly, it did seem to work. After a bit of time doing this, I went back to normal sleep and then dreamed of things pleasant and carnal.

I am also going to use this method to try and take the energy that's behind anything that comes up or results in resistance reactions to subliminal programming (like, f. in., the above mentioned dream, I think, as it was of the kind that would sometimes occur in reaction to using DMSI), disempower these by doing so, and then taking that energy back to empower execution. Should result in a niiiiice feedback loop, and - given enough time - the resistant bits should start loosing footing quickly.

What I'm doing exactly is, well, rule 4. BUT - once I've a decent grasp of this, know that it's safe for sure, and have seen it give results in practice, I'll be adding it to my planned book on the "non-serviam" principle. It's all coming together rather nicely - will probably also have more of a practical than philosophical aspect due to that.

Conquer all.

[Have at ye]

BTW. that idea I had for a supporting source of energy - acquired item, testing item. Everything seems to indicate that it's going to check out and work well. I'll know more with time. It's not "end-all-be-all", but should be very useful for physical/personal energetic support. F. in. since I've started using it I have way less of a need to consume energy drinks (unfortunately, I'd often use them to get physical energy for singing, especially when there was a lot of it to be done on a particular day, mostly due to the fact that it's really inadvisable to do bel canto on a full stomach. Not kidding in the slightest, vocal support uses the same muscles that are used physiologically, f. in., while barfing, utilizing a very similar mechanism, sooo.... )

Gonna keep testing it.

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Got some thoughts these last couple of days pertaining to what, I believe, are the main reasons why I would resist DMSIng (as I remember from the early months of ver. 3.2, these would usually result in an anger and emotionality bonanza). What seems to be going on is that they're getting worked through, and they are becoming way less *emotionally charged*, so to speak, when they occur. This, I hope, indicates progress.

EDIT: Oh, I also got a headache at the base of my skull yesterday. It wasn't debilitating, but lingering. It seems to have passed after I slept.

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Experienced some further healing/clearing thoughts today, accompanied by "wonky new-gen sub" sensations. Also felt a strong "call to action", so to speak - I got tired of facing delays of any kind, and found myself annoyed with myself for trying to use those delays as an excuse for personal procrastination.

Apart from that, outside effects seem are continuing to happen, and do seem to be going in the right direction from what I can tell.

Two weeks since I stopped actively listening to ver. 3.2.

[Have at ye]

Random musing of the day:

I find it especially hilarious when I detect less "negative" energies at a harrdkore black metal gig than at the symphony, lol. Makes you think.

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NOTE:

I have, as you may have noticed, somewhat gone off the "deep end" rule 4 wise, and am doing many things apart from subliminal usage. Thus, in the spirit of full disclosure, I must admit that I may not be a "valid tester" from this point on.

I set some things in motion, and, TBH, I do not intend to stop them. From DMSI ver. 3.0.1 onward, I'd usually give it a so-called "fair shake" and use nothing but the program for 3 months at least, and then maybe add some other stuff to the mix afterwards if my gut told me to do so; likewise with ver. 3.2 (I think I used it, and exclusively it, longer than the usual 3 months).

There's a good chance that them zany things I'm doing are a way that my subC's found to achieve DMSI's goals, too, but of that I cannot be certain at this point. I'll know more in time. Doesn't have the feel of attempted self-sabotage, either, but that I'll also know in time.

Still, I'm not mixing subliminal programming. The rule 4 stuff I'm doing and/or using does work the subC too, though, as rule 4 stuff tends to do.

[Benjamin]

You're definately trying to take advantage of the 'rule 4' thing way too much by constantly referencing it like this, and you even seem to know yourself by the way you've written it.

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You're definately trying to take advantage of the 'rule 4' thing way too much by constantly referencing it like this, and you even seem to know yourself by the way you've written it.

Well, perhaps. It does fit the criteria of said rule, though.

[Benjamin]

The rule isn't an excuse to blatantly see how far you can push it, I could edit posts if it keeps happening too much but i'd prefer to not have to.