08-15-2018, 01:33 PM
My performance yesterday went very well, did not get too much out on the DMSI front (or at least did not notice all that much, as I was pretty busy with the performance) apart from one dancer shooting me very sexual IOIs (I love it when them dancers start "warming up" their legs and thighs right in my face, lol. 'Tis a sight to behold) and fliritng (and seeking me out on Facebook, and then instantly chatting me up, etc. That's kinda "par for the course" for me on DMSI 3.2 by now, though), and then it turning out she's got some sort of boyfriend whom she brought with her to the performance (it was a festival thing, so we were traveling pretty far out). She did sometimes flirt with me even in his presence, though. Great legs on that girl.
Anyroad, I did manage to fit in 7 loops most of the time, and but 4 on one day. After doing the four (that was last night), I did notice resistance thoughts coming up fiercely, for about an hour, and I was feeling like total crap, on the point of collapsing in sobs, at that time.
I think I'll now do what I did with ver. A, as I now have the time, so I'm going back to 9 loops at a VERY HIGH volume. Apart from that, I'm noticing a tendency to kinda, mentally, *coast* through DMSI ver. 3.2 while awaiting DMSI ver. 3.3. I'll see whether the 9 loops at high volume change this.
Anyroad, I did manage to fit in 7 loops most of the time, and but 4 on one day. After doing the four (that was last night), I did notice resistance thoughts coming up fiercely, for about an hour, and I was feeling like total crap, on the point of collapsing in sobs, at that time.
I think I'll now do what I did with ver. A, as I now have the time, so I'm going back to 9 loops at a VERY HIGH volume. Apart from that, I'm noticing a tendency to kinda, mentally, *coast* through DMSI ver. 3.2 while awaiting DMSI ver. 3.3. I'll see whether the 9 loops at high volume change this.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
