DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

[eternity]

I wanted to know if 5.5 would cause issues with with speaking and thinking, and how those issues look like: like sometimes speaking in an incoherent manner to what you wanted say, mental befuddlement, difficultt remembering what you've just been told. If you have experienced any of these? And their constant or only show up when resistance is happening

Yes. Common side effect of resistance / clearing / processing. I'm dealing with it right now.

yep i was going through exactly this last night. it's the chronicles of ridiculous -_- especially since it had been over 84 hrs since finishing my loops.


I'm at about 96 hrs now. I am still having trouble waking up in the morning lol.

@Darkness

As long as I am in script acceptance (rather than resistance), I'm unstoppable and ultra confident without a pang of anxiety. I feel much calmer in any situation, including stressful ones.

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DMSI worked something FIERCE on one girl (~84 hrs into the bloom). We both spoke on the phone last night about really being into each other, but not being in a relationship for practical reasons. And it's true, the chemistry between us is undeniably powerful, people in the community ask us all the time if we're together. But the DMSI bloom really tossed this chunk of reality at me last night, since I had been so adamant about it.

DMSI: FINE eternity, if you're not gonna accept this reality on a silver platter, i'll f***in slam you in the face with it!
*smacks eternity in the face with results repeatedly until he accepts it*

me: y u gotta do htis, dimsee!?

The take away from this is that I'm so stuck on believing a certain way that when clear evidence presents itself that something else is true, I subconsciously hold onto my faulty belief for some reason or another and block the new evidence. DESPITE CONSCIOUSLY WANTING TO ACCEPT THE EVIDENCE AS TRUE. I guess there's still way more clearing remaining

Whatever the case may be, we arranged a camping trip for next weekend, and we'll both be in the same tent


The bloom seems to PEAK between 72 & 84 hrs for me. I have a hunch that the bloom starts decaying at a rate of about 50% every 3 days. For me, anyway.