Today will be day 8 of B after I get my loops in.
My internals feel on point right now. duke.togo mentioned that on B you don't realize who you become until a few days into B, looking back at yourself and saying "whoah!" and I can solidly say I echo this statement.
There's an underlying confidence that is exuding through me. A sharpness.
A couple days ago, I mentioned that someone called me out for missing social cues. I thought back to that particular situation, and I believe the social cue that I "missed" was that one of the girls at that house stood up, and bent over to adjust her shoes, exposing her thong after asking me about going to a concert. I was the only man there, and she could have easily gone elsewhere to adjust her shoe, so she was most definitely giving me a display, a display which I "MISSED"
I made up for it this morning, though. I got her locked in for a Sober Superbowl event on the 5th of Feb in Houston (yeeeee we got it this year!), and she got all excited about it. Then she tried to manipulate me and I shut it down quick lol. I don't think she realizes how manipulative she really is. I need to refine my skills though because it was a hard shut down, and although I displayed I don't take no shit, I didn't make her panties wet in the process. Oh well.
The disconnected feeling I experienced between starting B 8 days ago and yesterday made it so pursuing the goal sounded like too much work. but today, I'm in a different frame of mind: I WANT TO ACHIEVE THE GOAL! And the dimsee rocket is taking me there.
The lingering heaviness as a result of version A's clearing has largely died down now, and the effect of B has set in and is much cleaner and smoother. [ note to self: don't switch versions so much in the next iteration of dimsee ]
So? I don't feel like "nothing is happening" anymore. I don't know what it was that was blocking me from results over the past week, but whatever it was got cleared yesterday. It actually felt as if a heavy brick was removed from my aura, and that's the moment when the programming kicked itself in.
My internals feel on point right now. duke.togo mentioned that on B you don't realize who you become until a few days into B, looking back at yourself and saying "whoah!" and I can solidly say I echo this statement.
There's an underlying confidence that is exuding through me. A sharpness.
A couple days ago, I mentioned that someone called me out for missing social cues. I thought back to that particular situation, and I believe the social cue that I "missed" was that one of the girls at that house stood up, and bent over to adjust her shoes, exposing her thong after asking me about going to a concert. I was the only man there, and she could have easily gone elsewhere to adjust her shoe, so she was most definitely giving me a display, a display which I "MISSED"
I made up for it this morning, though. I got her locked in for a Sober Superbowl event on the 5th of Feb in Houston (yeeeee we got it this year!), and she got all excited about it. Then she tried to manipulate me and I shut it down quick lol. I don't think she realizes how manipulative she really is. I need to refine my skills though because it was a hard shut down, and although I displayed I don't take no shit, I didn't make her panties wet in the process. Oh well.
The disconnected feeling I experienced between starting B 8 days ago and yesterday made it so pursuing the goal sounded like too much work. but today, I'm in a different frame of mind: I WANT TO ACHIEVE THE GOAL! And the dimsee rocket is taking me there.
The lingering heaviness as a result of version A's clearing has largely died down now, and the effect of B has set in and is much cleaner and smoother. [ note to self: don't switch versions so much in the next iteration of dimsee ]
So? I don't feel like "nothing is happening" anymore. I don't know what it was that was blocking me from results over the past week, but whatever it was got cleared yesterday. It actually felt as if a heavy brick was removed from my aura, and that's the moment when the programming kicked itself in.
