01-08-2017, 08:49 AM
On the bright side, I think the universe is conspiring to put me and one of the "married" woman together. I put married in quotes because she just got divorced last week. But I had plans to meet her yesterday at our mutual friends apartment, a mutual friend whom happens to be a master _____ . (I hope the following doesn't break rukes)
After meeting the lady(master) there, and finding out that she was waiting for a year on us both to "be ready to be initiated", everything started spiraling upward. The master kept bragging about me to my mom, who also came with me. Saying things like "you should be so proud of having given birth to this man", "your son is 1 in a million", etc. I knew she genuinely meant it, but her words were seriously wingmanning me with BSM (I'll refer to my divorced friend as Beautiful Single Mother). At one point I had my body rested against hers with no rejection on her part. That's when the master said "wow you two have such a strong connection!" At which point BSM and I exchanged smiles.
Upon leaving master's apartment, it was decided that BSM and I will be meeting 4 times a month to do some "student" work. She's actually driving an hour from her side of town to come pick me up (Houston is massive, yes) in a couple hours so we can do some work at a temple close by. We also have scheduled to meet on Thursday night (volunteer work), and we also have 2 weekends ahead of today which we intend on spending together(leisure), which is really saying a lot considering how packed our schedules are independent of each other amd beint an hour away from each other.
Oh and she has this "friend that's a boy" who lives in cali, & they're always talking to each other. .... but whenever he was mentioned in conversation, he was her "friend". I have a strong feeling about this woman. We've always had a connection that others have explicitly picked up on, but since she was still married, I never made moves.
All I can echo is the words "f*ckin dimsee"
Now if only I can get my internals in order so I can stop cockblockingmyself that'd be great.
After meeting the lady(master) there, and finding out that she was waiting for a year on us both to "be ready to be initiated", everything started spiraling upward. The master kept bragging about me to my mom, who also came with me. Saying things like "you should be so proud of having given birth to this man", "your son is 1 in a million", etc. I knew she genuinely meant it, but her words were seriously wingmanning me with BSM (I'll refer to my divorced friend as Beautiful Single Mother). At one point I had my body rested against hers with no rejection on her part. That's when the master said "wow you two have such a strong connection!" At which point BSM and I exchanged smiles.
Upon leaving master's apartment, it was decided that BSM and I will be meeting 4 times a month to do some "student" work. She's actually driving an hour from her side of town to come pick me up (Houston is massive, yes) in a couple hours so we can do some work at a temple close by. We also have scheduled to meet on Thursday night (volunteer work), and we also have 2 weekends ahead of today which we intend on spending together(leisure), which is really saying a lot considering how packed our schedules are independent of each other amd beint an hour away from each other.
Oh and she has this "friend that's a boy" who lives in cali, & they're always talking to each other. .... but whenever he was mentioned in conversation, he was her "friend". I have a strong feeling about this woman. We've always had a connection that others have explicitly picked up on, but since she was still married, I never made moves.
All I can echo is the words "f*ckin dimsee"
Now if only I can get my internals in order so I can stop cockblockingmyself that'd be great.
