DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

[eternity]

I think it's...

Is this me executing the script, embodying what women find attractive? Non neediness, IDGAF about women, wanting to do my own thing and be alone, instead of getting back on dating sites, getting back on social media...

or...

is this just me focusing inwardly to heal, clear and grow into what the program has me trying to accomplish?

And... no. The bloom is no joke. P3/4/5 are exceedingly powerful technology.

Okay, it took some time for me to internalize this bold part, but I'm pretty damn sure you're right. Considering the p3/4/5 tech affecting my mom 5 days after ~2 loops, I'm still quite likely in clearing mode, and still in the crap removal mode.

And it's not until 3 days after stopping A that the "UGH" feeling starts subsiding. Ugh feeling = the emotional state due to being deep in the trenches of the clearing process.

Again, it seems to be a case of :

I suppose this is the nature of "becoming", in that I'm not where I was, but I'm not yet to where I'm going.