01-02-2017, 01:04 PM
yesterday was day 2 of being back on A.
I think the emotional hangover was still lingering, as yesterday was really taxing on my body. I went for a 2.5 mile run just to further deplete my body's resources, and because I wanted to be rid of the nasty feeling the clearing instigated.
I ended up sleeping at 7pm and completely and intentionally missed going to an 8pm meeting where many of the girls from new years eve frequent. i was far too tired to function, nor did i have the patience to deal with people or women.
So I slept at 7, woke up at 10. went back to bed at midnight, and woke up at 10AM, making it a solid 12 hours that I slept.
Before i slept, however, i was exploring this new theory that sugar would provide the sub with the energy it needs to execute. so I ate 5 chocolate balls, and I think the program was able to successfully use that for script execution energy.
As soon as I ate the chocolate balls, I was knocked out.
I vaguely remembered getting head in my sleep. it felt extremely real, now that I consciously remember it, but it wasn't until 2:00 that i even remembered it. But I did have a wet dream. SATT?
so far i hypothesize black coffee kicks in the aura by providing heat energy (insanely strong black tea doesn't seem to provide the same effect, although I haven't been in the same testing environment to keep other variables consistent).
after last night, i find sugar/chocolate is also able to provide the aura with immediate energy, if it's required. obviously chocolate before sleep will be an issue for others who have weight troubles, but it seems the sweets before bed helped fuel SATT to kick in overnight.
Most of this post is theory, and not much science but i hope it helps, Shannon.
I think the emotional hangover was still lingering, as yesterday was really taxing on my body. I went for a 2.5 mile run just to further deplete my body's resources, and because I wanted to be rid of the nasty feeling the clearing instigated.
I ended up sleeping at 7pm and completely and intentionally missed going to an 8pm meeting where many of the girls from new years eve frequent. i was far too tired to function, nor did i have the patience to deal with people or women.
So I slept at 7, woke up at 10. went back to bed at midnight, and woke up at 10AM, making it a solid 12 hours that I slept.
Before i slept, however, i was exploring this new theory that sugar would provide the sub with the energy it needs to execute. so I ate 5 chocolate balls, and I think the program was able to successfully use that for script execution energy.
As soon as I ate the chocolate balls, I was knocked out.
I vaguely remembered getting head in my sleep. it felt extremely real, now that I consciously remember it, but it wasn't until 2:00 that i even remembered it. But I did have a wet dream. SATT?
so far i hypothesize black coffee kicks in the aura by providing heat energy (insanely strong black tea doesn't seem to provide the same effect, although I haven't been in the same testing environment to keep other variables consistent).
after last night, i find sugar/chocolate is also able to provide the aura with immediate energy, if it's required. obviously chocolate before sleep will be an issue for others who have weight troubles, but it seems the sweets before bed helped fuel SATT to kick in overnight.
Most of this post is theory, and not much science but i hope it helps, Shannon.
