12-29-2016, 11:53 PM
I can't say for certain if i will switch to A. I think I can ride out this storm. Reaching for A because I am uncomfortable is an escapist tendency. But if I do feel this rage in the morning, I'm going to likely switch to A due to how scary my thoughts are. As of now, though, I am wanting to stay the course since I don't want to let the resistance win.... if indeed I am putting up last minute resistance to accepting the script, crossing this patch of resistance will let the resistant module install itself and I'll execute that module, enhancing the overall B experience.
As for the length of exposure, 5 seconds of exposure to respond to my aura is REALLY FAST and I have not experienced that with dmsi before, and if I have, I can't recall sufficiently. Usually it's repeated exposure for an hour at a time before I start getting responses from women. But today wasn't a good field test because my mental resources were occupied in resentment. Lol 9
As for the length of exposure, 5 seconds of exposure to respond to my aura is REALLY FAST and I have not experienced that with dmsi before, and if I have, I can't recall sufficiently. Usually it's repeated exposure for an hour at a time before I start getting responses from women. But today wasn't a good field test because my mental resources were occupied in resentment. Lol 9
