12-23-2016, 10:55 PM
Okay. Couple things going on in my mind that I need to mention.
First off, there was this drive to work on entrepreneurial efforts that I've never felt before; I totally capitalized on that drive, and started on some endeavors which will lead me to eventually be able to drop my day job in favor of being my own boss. I hypothesize that a man who is driven to succeed and be in control of his own life is sexually irresistible to women, and as such, the program is training me in that direction.
Second, I'm getting a bit confused at the results I got today, and I am learning more about what I need to do (escalation). I got mixed messages from one woman today but apparently she was making it clear she was attracted. But she confused me, as after about a few minutes into dinner, she sat so much further away from me that it was difficult to communicate with each other. And some of the things she was saying sounded to me like she was friendzoning me. And I have no idea what the hell is going on. Anyway, all I need to do is escalate now, when I'm with women. I need to dare to move forward and own my actions.
As a side note, I never realized how naturally flirty I am until a couple days ago. It's such an innate feature of mine that I am unable to discern when others are flirting, because to me it just seems like normal conversation.
Third, I'm starting to doubt my results and even wondered why today I had no results compared to yesterday, even though upon proper reflection, I saw that I indeed did have results, good ones at that.
Fourth, I am going to test a theory by taking tomorrow off from the sub, and seeing how I am on Sunday.
Fifth, I have flirted (successfully) with 7 girls via text and 3 girls in person today. One of them, who had a boyfriend for over a year, revealed to me she broke up with the boyfriend last night. So it's not like I don't have options. What I need to work on is a laser targeted mission to take a woman to bed. At this point, a fear of rejection shouldn't exist because if these 7 all fail, there are so many more women for me to choose from in my network, and my social proof is through the rolf. Thanks dmsi, for making me aware of this fact.
Sixth, I think I recognized a scenario happen to me that Shannon wrote in his journal. Where this one girl flat out tried to ignore me today, after she gave me a big smile and greeting me hello. It's like I got ghosted. Such a weird scenario because we've known each other 2+ years. Oh, and she also made the group aware that she is no longer in the relationship that she was in for 3 years (but there's no way to know that she said it specifically for my ears, since she mentioned it in a room full of 15 other listeners.)
First off, there was this drive to work on entrepreneurial efforts that I've never felt before; I totally capitalized on that drive, and started on some endeavors which will lead me to eventually be able to drop my day job in favor of being my own boss. I hypothesize that a man who is driven to succeed and be in control of his own life is sexually irresistible to women, and as such, the program is training me in that direction.
Second, I'm getting a bit confused at the results I got today, and I am learning more about what I need to do (escalation). I got mixed messages from one woman today but apparently she was making it clear she was attracted. But she confused me, as after about a few minutes into dinner, she sat so much further away from me that it was difficult to communicate with each other. And some of the things she was saying sounded to me like she was friendzoning me. And I have no idea what the hell is going on. Anyway, all I need to do is escalate now, when I'm with women. I need to dare to move forward and own my actions.
As a side note, I never realized how naturally flirty I am until a couple days ago. It's such an innate feature of mine that I am unable to discern when others are flirting, because to me it just seems like normal conversation.
Third, I'm starting to doubt my results and even wondered why today I had no results compared to yesterday, even though upon proper reflection, I saw that I indeed did have results, good ones at that.
Fourth, I am going to test a theory by taking tomorrow off from the sub, and seeing how I am on Sunday.
Fifth, I have flirted (successfully) with 7 girls via text and 3 girls in person today. One of them, who had a boyfriend for over a year, revealed to me she broke up with the boyfriend last night. So it's not like I don't have options. What I need to work on is a laser targeted mission to take a woman to bed. At this point, a fear of rejection shouldn't exist because if these 7 all fail, there are so many more women for me to choose from in my network, and my social proof is through the rolf. Thanks dmsi, for making me aware of this fact.
Sixth, I think I recognized a scenario happen to me that Shannon wrote in his journal. Where this one girl flat out tried to ignore me today, after she gave me a big smile and greeting me hello. It's like I got ghosted. Such a weird scenario because we've known each other 2+ years. Oh, and she also made the group aware that she is no longer in the relationship that she was in for 3 years (but there's no way to know that she said it specifically for my ears, since she mentioned it in a room full of 15 other listeners.)
