12-22-2016, 04:01 PM
(12-22-2016, 01:21 PM)Shannon Wrote: It's entirely possible that you're waking up exhausted because of P3/4/5 on A still running the healing in your mind, and possible that B is simply triggering more resistance, which is very tiring for you to try to do against such a massively powerful program.
Yeah, that and tied in with only getting 4 hours of sleep the night before? I look like I have been up for a few days, struggling
Okay Shannon, I don't understand why or how the following is happening, and I guess it really doesn't matter whether I understand it or not. Anyway, a conversation about the way women are triggered me into feeling defeated. I felt an insane amount of sadness, and overall felt like the world just came crashing down on me. I don't think it was the conversation that destroyed me so much as just me being quite aware of how much resistance my subconscious is putting up against B.
I didn't have any rage, it went straight into sadness. So ideally, I'll go into script acceptance mode tomorrow or the next day. We shall see.
