07-15-2017, 04:06 PM
Day 101
Currently Listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rl6fyhZ0G5E
For the past two weeks or so, I've been in a strange state of focus and less outgoing than usual. I have a lot going on regarding work, and all of my time and thoughts have been preoccupied with that.
I went out with a good friend of mine about a week ago, as he wanted me to take my mind off work. He said I seemed to be in a mood. We ended up doing a night bar-hopping around KTown. I didn't drink, sticking instead to tonics with lime. Lately alcohol and I don't agree, at all. As the night went on, he ran into some friends of his and pretty soon we had a pack of us.
One of the pack was a 29 year old who works for an advertising agency. I'll call her S. She was cool and we carried on a great conversation throughout the night. I don't typically hang out with very many 20 something year old women. Most of the women who I have personal relationships with are all in their 30's and 40's. My time with 20 year old women is typically limited to whatever happens when I'm out. Their numbers never make it into my contact list.
Anyway, S was very attractive without being stuck up about it and surprisingly didn't take herself too seriously; had a somewhat dry sense of humor, which is refreshing in a city like NY, where most attractive young women are in a permanent pose of some sort. She reminded me of a So Cal girl. We exchanged contact information and traded a few texts over the last week. Random shit about coffee, which she didn't believe I actually gave up, and artists we would have dinner with if we could. Fun stuff, that kept the exchanges, however brief, intriguing.
Last night I had plans to go out with C, who has a boyfriend, yet wanted to make a night out of hanging with me. I like C, and most other times I would have taken her up on the offer. But, lately, I feel like with her, it would become something complicated fast. It wouldn't just be a night of sex.
So, I've been hesitant to engage her. After I finished work last night, I texted C and told her I was exhausted and asked to postpone. She didn't make a thing of it and said she completely understood.
I went home, hoping to put the week behind me and decompress a bit. Around 10:30 I get a text from S, telling me that watching paint dry would be more entertaining than her date. I texted back asking if it was really that bad. She said it was. So I jokingly texted her to drop him and come spend some time with me. She called me five minutes later and asked me how to get to my place. I told her and mentioned that I had no alcohol at home, so if she was in the mood for a drink, she might want to pick something up on the way over.
Anyway, she got around to my place about 11:45ish. I was in the middle of putting together my new Sex Mix - the origins of this can be found on Dr. Strangelove's journal for those of you interested in the back story - and I had Korn's A.D.I.D.A.S. (All Day I Dream About Sex) playing when she came over. I let her in and she commented on the song. I laughed as I went to sit on my couch and told her I was working on a new Sex Mix.
She stood in front of me as I was sitting down and had this serious look in her eyes. I looked at her for a moment unsure of what was going on with her and she asked me, in a very serious tone, if that was an invitation. I said sure, not really knowing what I was agreeing to. And she smiled one of the most wicked smiles I'd seen on a woman in a long, long time.
She then came over and straddled herself on me.
I don't know if it was the week of work I had or just my state of mind, but I was a f*cking animal last night. Nothing was off limits for either of us.
We woke up this morning and headed out for breakfast and then went our separate ways.
It's funny how things work in my head these days, because for the past few weeks I've felt almost apathetic about women. My mind has been consumed with work related items and this incessant desire for absolute freedom.
I'm still on one loop of B, four days out of the week. Every week that's passed, I feel like DMSI is making a deeper and deeper shift inside of me. The three days I'm not on it, I end up having a headache at least one of the days and then suddenly something kicks into place.
Tonight, I'm going to spend some alone time and disconnect from the world.
To my DMSI Brethren, I hope you all find yourself in something fun this weekend.
Life's short, Play Hard...
Currently Listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rl6fyhZ0G5E
For the past two weeks or so, I've been in a strange state of focus and less outgoing than usual. I have a lot going on regarding work, and all of my time and thoughts have been preoccupied with that.
I went out with a good friend of mine about a week ago, as he wanted me to take my mind off work. He said I seemed to be in a mood. We ended up doing a night bar-hopping around KTown. I didn't drink, sticking instead to tonics with lime. Lately alcohol and I don't agree, at all. As the night went on, he ran into some friends of his and pretty soon we had a pack of us.
One of the pack was a 29 year old who works for an advertising agency. I'll call her S. She was cool and we carried on a great conversation throughout the night. I don't typically hang out with very many 20 something year old women. Most of the women who I have personal relationships with are all in their 30's and 40's. My time with 20 year old women is typically limited to whatever happens when I'm out. Their numbers never make it into my contact list.
Anyway, S was very attractive without being stuck up about it and surprisingly didn't take herself too seriously; had a somewhat dry sense of humor, which is refreshing in a city like NY, where most attractive young women are in a permanent pose of some sort. She reminded me of a So Cal girl. We exchanged contact information and traded a few texts over the last week. Random shit about coffee, which she didn't believe I actually gave up, and artists we would have dinner with if we could. Fun stuff, that kept the exchanges, however brief, intriguing.
Last night I had plans to go out with C, who has a boyfriend, yet wanted to make a night out of hanging with me. I like C, and most other times I would have taken her up on the offer. But, lately, I feel like with her, it would become something complicated fast. It wouldn't just be a night of sex.
So, I've been hesitant to engage her. After I finished work last night, I texted C and told her I was exhausted and asked to postpone. She didn't make a thing of it and said she completely understood.
I went home, hoping to put the week behind me and decompress a bit. Around 10:30 I get a text from S, telling me that watching paint dry would be more entertaining than her date. I texted back asking if it was really that bad. She said it was. So I jokingly texted her to drop him and come spend some time with me. She called me five minutes later and asked me how to get to my place. I told her and mentioned that I had no alcohol at home, so if she was in the mood for a drink, she might want to pick something up on the way over.
Anyway, she got around to my place about 11:45ish. I was in the middle of putting together my new Sex Mix - the origins of this can be found on Dr. Strangelove's journal for those of you interested in the back story - and I had Korn's A.D.I.D.A.S. (All Day I Dream About Sex) playing when she came over. I let her in and she commented on the song. I laughed as I went to sit on my couch and told her I was working on a new Sex Mix.
She stood in front of me as I was sitting down and had this serious look in her eyes. I looked at her for a moment unsure of what was going on with her and she asked me, in a very serious tone, if that was an invitation. I said sure, not really knowing what I was agreeing to. And she smiled one of the most wicked smiles I'd seen on a woman in a long, long time.
She then came over and straddled herself on me.
I don't know if it was the week of work I had or just my state of mind, but I was a f*cking animal last night. Nothing was off limits for either of us.
We woke up this morning and headed out for breakfast and then went our separate ways.
It's funny how things work in my head these days, because for the past few weeks I've felt almost apathetic about women. My mind has been consumed with work related items and this incessant desire for absolute freedom.
I'm still on one loop of B, four days out of the week. Every week that's passed, I feel like DMSI is making a deeper and deeper shift inside of me. The three days I'm not on it, I end up having a headache at least one of the days and then suddenly something kicks into place.
Tonight, I'm going to spend some alone time and disconnect from the world.
To my DMSI Brethren, I hope you all find yourself in something fun this weekend.
Life's short, Play Hard...
