DMSI 2.3 so far so good

[Dzemoo]

yeah i switched from listening to smartphone and pc to a mp3 player that gave me good results in the past and then this happened also used nicotin pflaster maybe that boosted my brain

[Dzemoo]

I am sweating all the time....


What i like about dmsi is its very easy for me to be an asshole

Ps me an the girl are in a relationship now , so yeah this was fast, even faste than wm (newe technology?) we will see how this ends because she seem a little bit controlling

No anxiety today resistence is passing


Ps2: went to a bodyBuilding shop to buy some supps, the guy gave me me 20 percent off on the thing i bought and some extra stuff, that never happened before although i bought there several times, is the celebrety status new or was it in the previous versions too

The same guy acted more submissve to me than on sm3 but may be because this time i was more huge than him, sm drained my muscles

[Shawn]

Have you ever considered that the more a woman tries to shit test you, the higher value she thinks you are, and the more she's trying to verify that? That's why they shit test in the first place. They think they have found a real alpha. So they shit test. Like "Prove it."

Yeah but a real alpha doesn't have to prove it because it's obvious. Like gravity.

Sarge, you are thinking like a man. Women don't think like a man. They think like a woman.

As a result, they shit test - ESPECIALLY when it's "obvious", because to her, it's not obvious until he disambiguates himself from the sheep in wolf's clothing. Lot of guys are good at faking it to a point, but she is only interested in the man who really is an alpha.

That's why she blew it and then texted him back. She wants to see if she can salvage it, and in fact by the sound of it, may actually still be shit testing him. Because he passed the test by blowing her out.

To a guy its much simpler. Can this guy best me at X? Then he's more alpha than me, and the case is closed.

Glad I'm thinking like a man.

In all seriousness, I think it's safe to say I'll never get it. I've had times where I never wavered for the girl, thus "passing" the shit test, but nothing ever became of it. Whereas other times, being more beta leads to more things for me. Especially in sales lately. So yeah, don't think I'll ever understand it lol.

You are definitely not alone with this kind of problem. I think if I start getting this in-the-moment I will probably feel like Neo seeing the Matrix code.

[Dzemoo]

My so called new gf has forbidden me today to talk or look at other girls she literally was screaming it at me lol....

Well see maybe i will break up with her the following days

No matter which sub you run you always have problems :/

I think i am too good to for any girl, the right women for me must have gone trough the same way of selfdevelopment

[SargeMaximus]

Crazy man. Did she give you one of those contracts? lol.

[Dzemoo]

Haha no but she kept repeating 'did you understand me' also she wants to fuck all the time which is quite annoying because i am less horny than on sm i think she just sees me as a sexobject and not as a man

Thats why she tries to controll me

Ps: out clubbing although i promised not to do it lol, celebrity status no special attention from women

[SargeMaximus]

Haha no but she kept repeating 'did you understand me' also she wants to **** all the time which is quite annoying because i am less horny than on sm i think she just sees me as a sexobject and not as a man

Thats why she tries to controll me

You must have made quite the impression.

Ps: out clubbing although i promised not to do it lol, celebrity status no special attention from women

What do you mean: "celebrity status". How do you know you have it?

[Dzemoo]

had a quick one night with a 7 sex was pretty boring but hej she had cute eyes... since starting dmsi i am not enjoying sex so much anymore....

sometimes i wonder if self development makes someone happy or just takes the fun away in life, because nothing seems cool enough for me everything is less and less exciting

[Shawn]

had a quick one night with a 7 sex was pretty boring but hej she had cute eyes... since starting dmsi i am not enjoying sex so much anymore....

sometimes i wonder if self development makes someone happy or just takes the fun away in life, because nothing seems cool enough for me everything is less and less exciting

I don't wonder that much that you find it less exciting than in earlier times. I mean you had the ultimate success on SM3. So this stuff is probably so normal as it is for a billionaire to buy a Ferrari. He can also do it all the time if he wants to.

[Dzemoo]

yeah right now i dont even know what i want from life totally lost my direction

[Dzemoo]

So my 2 days gf broke up with me because i am out with two girls, she wanted me to stay home but i refused of course

[JJ54]

So my 2 days gf broke up with me because i am out with two girls, she wanted me to stay home but i refused of course

And now begins the waiting game to when she will be crawling back lol.

[Dzemoo]

Haha yeah but i dont care dmsi is really strange its like rt boss said a sexy zombie emotionless inhuman i dont really care about it didnt hurt me the slightest i never felt that indifferent i feel good excactly the sub i needed

[JJ54]

Definitely agree on the indifference. There's this sense of abundance and/options that the outcomes means nothing to me. And even then, I have this gut feeling they will be crawling back anyways haha.