First off, this is my 31st day on my ASC name embed (4G). Week 1 was incredible. My confidence level had skyrocketed to almost inhuman levels. I felt euphoric, and devoid of negativity. It was hard for me NOT to feel happy. Unless you had bought a name embed for ASC you couldn't understand this. It was that good. I went through a period of about 2 days where I was frustrated, and didn't hesitate to let others (especially my parents) know how I was feeling. After that, I entered into the HIGH of this sub, the peak. You could have called me every name in the book, and i wouldn't have cared an ounce. I felt like an @sshole, but I didn't mind it one bit. I felt like I could do almost anything!
During that time, some people became...angered at my bluntness. If I didn't want to do something, I let it be known. If I felt your idea sucked, I told you it sucked. Oddly enough, there were also women (in particular, a Saggitarius) who became more attracted to me during this time. A polar effect if you will. It reminded me of Stage 2-3 of AM2011.
For the past 2-3 weeks though, resistance set in, and I began remembering times in my life when I wasn't confident, when I felt weak. There were times when my eyes teared up...but now that I think about, I believe it was the sublimina'ls way of making me more humble. It made me more down-to-earth, and for the past 4 days (day 28 onward) I've felt slightly euphoric only this time, I'm less arrogant than I was during the peak of the subliminal. I'm able to power through negative thoughts more effectively, as well as handle situations better.
In fact, last week I went to see a friend of mine who lives in a sketchy neighborhood. My heart rate increased, but I smiled, and actually enjoyed the thrill of doing something new and exciting! Right now, I believe the sub is hitting its stride, and I'm pumped up about the next week.
Right now I'm in the process of waiting for my Custom Ultra Sucess to be finished however in the meantime, I'll substitute it with Luck Magnifier 4G. This journal, will hopefully continue to showcase the awesomness of the 4G customs. Whenever Shannon begins taking custom orders again, I'll see if I can grab one of the Perfect Lover subs and name embed it LIKE A BOSS. I should add, that the main reason I ordered Ultra Sucess as a name embed was to manifest more money into my life so that I could afford to buy MORE custom subliminals. Sad, but true.
During that time, some people became...angered at my bluntness. If I didn't want to do something, I let it be known. If I felt your idea sucked, I told you it sucked. Oddly enough, there were also women (in particular, a Saggitarius) who became more attracted to me during this time. A polar effect if you will. It reminded me of Stage 2-3 of AM2011.
For the past 2-3 weeks though, resistance set in, and I began remembering times in my life when I wasn't confident, when I felt weak. There were times when my eyes teared up...but now that I think about, I believe it was the sublimina'ls way of making me more humble. It made me more down-to-earth, and for the past 4 days (day 28 onward) I've felt slightly euphoric only this time, I'm less arrogant than I was during the peak of the subliminal. I'm able to power through negative thoughts more effectively, as well as handle situations better.
In fact, last week I went to see a friend of mine who lives in a sketchy neighborhood. My heart rate increased, but I smiled, and actually enjoyed the thrill of doing something new and exciting! Right now, I believe the sub is hitting its stride, and I'm pumped up about the next week.
Right now I'm in the process of waiting for my Custom Ultra Sucess to be finished however in the meantime, I'll substitute it with Luck Magnifier 4G. This journal, will hopefully continue to showcase the awesomness of the 4G customs. Whenever Shannon begins taking custom orders again, I'll see if I can grab one of the Perfect Lover subs and name embed it LIKE A BOSS. I should add, that the main reason I ordered Ultra Sucess as a name embed was to manifest more money into my life so that I could afford to buy MORE custom subliminals. Sad, but true.