03-30-2022, 12:32 PM
(03-29-2022, 03:05 PM)ncbeareatingman Wrote:(03-27-2022, 12:34 PM)ReconGunner Wrote: Day 206; rest day 1; cycle 30
I realized something about myself.
I've always had a subconscious view of wealthy or "well-off" people as "they must have other problems I don't have". Even though I've also rejected that idea consciously, the subconscious perception has remained. And I can think of one or two who were better off then me financially who had significant chronic health issues.
Financial challenges are familiar to me; other challenges not so much. So me having a subconscious fear that "if I get enough money that money is no longer an issue, other, unfamiliar problems will inevitably result" isn't a surprise.
Five weeks left of this run of E5. Plenty of time for E5 to work on that fear, and anything else. Then USLM gets to shine.
Good thing to realize and good thing to be now more conscious of,as it were.
Secondly,as stated before, you're gonna love what USLM does for you. its the coolest thing. alike a long cool ride in the hippest sleek ride you can think of,with the top down and teh flow of it all its just beautiful.
Kudo's for riding this bronco out, E5 and the journey continunes.
Keith
Thanks for all your encouragement! From all of the journals and testimonies I've read, I'm looking forward to what USLM will do for me. In the meantime, my wondering about what E5 still has left to do is answered. E5 is now preparing me for USLM, dealing with toxic ideas about wealth that are still in my subconscious that conscious self-talk alone cannot remove. And if any of that is left when I finish E5, USLM itself is designed to address them.