11-10-2021, 05:43 AM
Day 70; listen day 2; cycle 11
The "double anxiety" at the beginning of each loop happened again. That may have been happening previously without me noticing it as clearly. So something at the beginning of the loop is triggering a response in my subconscious.
Otherwise quiet day. Busy at work, so that held my attention.
Very odd dream last night.
Just as I was falling asleep, I had a dream that there was another woman in bed with my wife and I, lying on the other side of the bed with my wife between me and her. My wife woke up and didn't know who she was, and neither did I. But she acted as if she belonged in the house with us, etc., and I think my kids knew who she was and were used to her being around. So not a replacement for my wife, but an addition to our home.
Like I said, odd.
The "double anxiety" at the beginning of each loop happened again. That may have been happening previously without me noticing it as clearly. So something at the beginning of the loop is triggering a response in my subconscious.
Otherwise quiet day. Busy at work, so that held my attention.
Very odd dream last night.
Just as I was falling asleep, I had a dream that there was another woman in bed with my wife and I, lying on the other side of the bed with my wife between me and her. My wife woke up and didn't know who she was, and neither did I. But she acted as if she belonged in the house with us, etc., and I think my kids knew who she was and were used to her being around. So not a replacement for my wife, but an addition to our home.
Like I said, odd.
