10-23-2021, 05:47 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-23-2021, 05:55 AM by ReconGunner.)
(10-22-2021, 09:19 PM)Shannon Wrote: How do you feel at this point relative to when you started?
Overall, much better. All the stuff I've talked about that came up just doesn't bother me anymore. Optimism about the future is still strong. Day to day stuff is still there, job stress, home stress, etc., but is more manageable in general.
I'll call E5 a success already, just short of two months in. And as eager as I am for other subs, and their benefits, I'm sticking with E5 for the full eight months. It's dealt with stuff I knew about. There's likely stuff that I've forgotten that's still there and needs to be dealt with. Six more months of E5 is the best way to get there from here.
Edit: I realized that my approach to this sub is a "tough it out" approach whenever I have anxiety, head pressure/headaches, or tiredness/fatigue. I view this run as also training my subconscious to process and accept the subs, so that future subs will execute better. If this is not the right approach, I'm open to correction.