10-04-2021, 04:38 AM
Day 32; rest day 3; cycle 5
Another dream. Combining an FPS game that segued into not a game. Still that theme of "need to complete", mixed with "fixing my mistake".
This sub is getting at the root of something, no doubt.
In the afternoon, I remembered a series of dreams I had nearly 20 years ago. In those dreams, I went back to high school as an adult, under a new name, to get a fresh start. And it wasn't the high school I attended in real life, but a neighboring one.
These dreams recurred for a long time, months to years. And the dreams were so real that it seemed as if I was living two lives. They did not affect my waking life. The distinction between the two was never blurred. But those dreams felt like a second life.
I don't remember when they stopped, or what was happening in real life at the time. And the dreams never went past high school.
While I have had other recurring dreams since, none of them have been as consistent, or felt as real.
Another dream. Combining an FPS game that segued into not a game. Still that theme of "need to complete", mixed with "fixing my mistake".
This sub is getting at the root of something, no doubt.
In the afternoon, I remembered a series of dreams I had nearly 20 years ago. In those dreams, I went back to high school as an adult, under a new name, to get a fresh start. And it wasn't the high school I attended in real life, but a neighboring one.
These dreams recurred for a long time, months to years. And the dreams were so real that it seemed as if I was living two lives. They did not affect my waking life. The distinction between the two was never blurred. But those dreams felt like a second life.
I don't remember when they stopped, or what was happening in real life at the time. And the dreams never went past high school.
While I have had other recurring dreams since, none of them have been as consistent, or felt as real.
