07-18-2019, 09:43 AM
I am genuinely frustrated today. I feel caged, and I am trying to find the key out of this, but it isn't anywhere in sight yet. I didn't run a loop today, thought I'd give my head a rest. I am feeling fine now, and I am going to run a loop tomorrow. I do hope the headache stays away this time around. But what is and what isn't going on the landscape of my mind isn't that important. It is temporary in all likeliness. The important news is that I blew up the opportunity I had today, and in my mind, I am backed up to a corner. And the only one way out of it is to push through it. So that's what I am going to do when I figure out how. 
