08-25-2015, 05:50 PM
Hey Guys,
I am currently on day 14 of Stage 3. It's been very interesting so far with lots of mood swings.
On the positive, I am starting to find myself more attractive, both in terms of face and body. I've been working harder at the gym and it clearly shows on the outside. I can definitely say that I'm seeing my body at its best ever. I'm getting some comments about it from a couple of friends as well, which is always good
Anger expression seems very different. I can't really explain it, but I feel it's kinda fun and maybe constructive at points? All I know is that it's got some positives in it. For example, for the first time ever I felt it fuel me to finish a last couple of repetitions at the gym. Usually whenever I get tired, I just stop the exercise and take my rest. Now I just keep thinking "one more", look at my angry face in the mirror, and pump one or two more reps. Again, it's kinda fun angry, if I can call it that. Also, I've been screaming in my pillow a lot lately
It feels deliberating. And, I feel my grip way stronger sometimes.
I've notices lots of twitches all over my face and specially ears. I would get twitches previously, but they've been way more lately. This could be totally unrelated to the subs, but I thought it was worth mentioning.
I sometimes feel ready to start dating again. Also, sometimes when I close my eyes for a quick rest, I get a visualization of a woman sitting on top of me and making out with me, without any conscience effort. I sometimes take control of the scene and make it more intimate. Feels good, pumps me up, and gives me a better rest. Not sure if visualizations would be a conflict with the subs. I did not see anything about them in the instructions. So any advice here would be greatly appreciated!
I can hands down say that the first 7 days of Stage 3 were pretty euphoric. I had some down moods after that. However, they feel more controlled (most of the time) and they seem to last for a shorter amount of time.
I finished reading "Change Your Aura, Change Your Life" by Barbara Martin. It's a very good book, although somewhat repetitive at points. It's spiritual, so might not be everyone's cup of tea. But to whoever is into it, it's a great book. It's the first of its kind that I've read, and it's mainly about meditations for different life situations -- like jealousy, resentment, hate, depression, etc. I haven't tried any of them yet, but I plan to get into it soon
I am currently on day 14 of Stage 3. It's been very interesting so far with lots of mood swings.
On the positive, I am starting to find myself more attractive, both in terms of face and body. I've been working harder at the gym and it clearly shows on the outside. I can definitely say that I'm seeing my body at its best ever. I'm getting some comments about it from a couple of friends as well, which is always good
Anger expression seems very different. I can't really explain it, but I feel it's kinda fun and maybe constructive at points? All I know is that it's got some positives in it. For example, for the first time ever I felt it fuel me to finish a last couple of repetitions at the gym. Usually whenever I get tired, I just stop the exercise and take my rest. Now I just keep thinking "one more", look at my angry face in the mirror, and pump one or two more reps. Again, it's kinda fun angry, if I can call it that. Also, I've been screaming in my pillow a lot lately
It feels deliberating. And, I feel my grip way stronger sometimes.I've notices lots of twitches all over my face and specially ears. I would get twitches previously, but they've been way more lately. This could be totally unrelated to the subs, but I thought it was worth mentioning.
I sometimes feel ready to start dating again. Also, sometimes when I close my eyes for a quick rest, I get a visualization of a woman sitting on top of me and making out with me, without any conscience effort. I sometimes take control of the scene and make it more intimate. Feels good, pumps me up, and gives me a better rest. Not sure if visualizations would be a conflict with the subs. I did not see anything about them in the instructions. So any advice here would be greatly appreciated!
I can hands down say that the first 7 days of Stage 3 were pretty euphoric. I had some down moods after that. However, they feel more controlled (most of the time) and they seem to last for a shorter amount of time.
I finished reading "Change Your Aura, Change Your Life" by Barbara Martin. It's a very good book, although somewhat repetitive at points. It's spiritual, so might not be everyone's cup of tea. But to whoever is into it, it's a great book. It's the first of its kind that I've read, and it's mainly about meditations for different life situations -- like jealousy, resentment, hate, depression, etc. I haven't tried any of them yet, but I plan to get into it soon
INFJ
