04-19-2016, 08:16 PM
45
i'm thoroughly enjoying my life right now. good vibes have almost entirely replaced the depression from a couple weeks ago. there was some work to be done, and it was done...
one major note i feel compelled to tell y'all is that i'm SUPER comfortable being myself around people, strangers and friends... and this in and of itself is a far greater female magnet than pheromones and SM3 combined.... granted i only ran sm3 once, and do expect to run it again, but from where i stand, my ability to be ME has been my greatest asset, something i'm learning over the course of the E2 run. i'm blossoming into the best version of myself as possible. although the vibe i have now is a softened version of alpha, i don't believe that i am any "less self actualized" from running this program.
i've been hearing the words "i adore you" and "you are amazing" and "i love you" from women of all types lately. not so much in thes sense that they're attracted to me, but in the sense that i'm a bright light shining in their life... and that definitely makes me feel GOOD.
PUA principles i learned in e-books and tactics i've acquired from around the forums here and other forums are seeming to me to be total and utter bullkrap, and unusable by me. i can't pull off using those techniques and being congruent with them; i don't vibe with that.... i'm having far more success just being myself, and not trying to calculate any move in advance; rather be in the moment and enjoy the company of women. they seem to enjoy that more, and i don't have to worry about "am i being alpha in this situation? is she ready to escalate?" etc... and enjoying the moment becomes a lot easier...
all this in 45 days of E2. can't wait to see what it's like by day 90... and maybe see if the results warrant a 6 month run
i'm thoroughly enjoying my life right now. good vibes have almost entirely replaced the depression from a couple weeks ago. there was some work to be done, and it was done...
one major note i feel compelled to tell y'all is that i'm SUPER comfortable being myself around people, strangers and friends... and this in and of itself is a far greater female magnet than pheromones and SM3 combined.... granted i only ran sm3 once, and do expect to run it again, but from where i stand, my ability to be ME has been my greatest asset, something i'm learning over the course of the E2 run. i'm blossoming into the best version of myself as possible. although the vibe i have now is a softened version of alpha, i don't believe that i am any "less self actualized" from running this program.
i've been hearing the words "i adore you" and "you are amazing" and "i love you" from women of all types lately. not so much in thes sense that they're attracted to me, but in the sense that i'm a bright light shining in their life... and that definitely makes me feel GOOD.
PUA principles i learned in e-books and tactics i've acquired from around the forums here and other forums are seeming to me to be total and utter bullkrap, and unusable by me. i can't pull off using those techniques and being congruent with them; i don't vibe with that.... i'm having far more success just being myself, and not trying to calculate any move in advance; rather be in the moment and enjoy the company of women. they seem to enjoy that more, and i don't have to worry about "am i being alpha in this situation? is she ready to escalate?" etc... and enjoying the moment becomes a lot easier...
all this in 45 days of E2. can't wait to see what it's like by day 90... and maybe see if the results warrant a 6 month run
