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I feel this all encompassing bliss, akin to a love for everything. it's a state of empathic love, similar to that which a super low dose of MDMA would provide, except this is a pure and natural feeling. Seeing the post in RTBoss' journal about how he felt about his wife, struck me as fully AWE inspiring. i feel a stronger connection to emotions, both my own and emotions in general. it's like there is this switch inside me that turns empathy on or off, and E2 turn it from off to on / zero to 100.
I am seeing beauty in living, and i'm not worrying obsessively about things; self talk is changing.
i can't wrap my head around it just yet, so i just wrote what i felt. and for once, i don't feel the need to over analyze what's going on, and am content with just letting it be
Oh and if anybody is curious, i'm listening to trickling stream at night, and ultrasonic in the daytime.
I feel this all encompassing bliss, akin to a love for everything. it's a state of empathic love, similar to that which a super low dose of MDMA would provide, except this is a pure and natural feeling. Seeing the post in RTBoss' journal about how he felt about his wife, struck me as fully AWE inspiring. i feel a stronger connection to emotions, both my own and emotions in general. it's like there is this switch inside me that turns empathy on or off, and E2 turn it from off to on / zero to 100.
I am seeing beauty in living, and i'm not worrying obsessively about things; self talk is changing.
i can't wrap my head around it just yet, so i just wrote what i felt. and for once, i don't feel the need to over analyze what's going on, and am content with just letting it be
Oh and if anybody is curious, i'm listening to trickling stream at night, and ultrasonic in the daytime.
