03-01-2016, 12:06 AM
day 30
i've been having this overwhelming urge to stop OF5G and run AM6 again. I'm going to start counting down the days until my run SHOULD be over so I don't rationalize skipping onto a different sub, because the urge is pretty powerful.
so.. 66 days remaining
i'm almost 1/3 of the way in to my run. I'm assuming the overwhelming desire to stop running OF5G is an indicator of another wave of resistance.
whatever the opposite of fear is, i've been feeling it as an overall feeling of 'zen'. the feeling is brief, and usually gone just as quickly as it came. i'm almost certain that's the state shifting at work.
i feel like i'm coming to the peak of the uphill battle, and it will be smooth sailing from hear on out. my poor subconscious has been taking a beating :') he doesn't know that what's being ingested is actually good for him!
i've been having this overwhelming urge to stop OF5G and run AM6 again. I'm going to start counting down the days until my run SHOULD be over so I don't rationalize skipping onto a different sub, because the urge is pretty powerful.
so.. 66 days remaining
i'm almost 1/3 of the way in to my run. I'm assuming the overwhelming desire to stop running OF5G is an indicator of another wave of resistance.
whatever the opposite of fear is, i've been feeling it as an overall feeling of 'zen'. the feeling is brief, and usually gone just as quickly as it came. i'm almost certain that's the state shifting at work.
i feel like i'm coming to the peak of the uphill battle, and it will be smooth sailing from hear on out. my poor subconscious has been taking a beating :') he doesn't know that what's being ingested is actually good for him!