02-24-2016, 09:39 PM
day 25
i was reading that converstaion about polygyny/polyamory, and my self talk was pretty positive. My thoughts revolved around that end goal being possible and that all i needed was to do some tremendous work on myself to get to that goal.
My thought pattern regarding this topic shines a bright spotlight that the following things are being worked on:
the implications of dissolving these fears are tremendous!
the more i run this sub, the more i realize how crippling fear really is, and how it keeps us delusional!
i'm having positive improvements with the woman i'm involved with, and after having multiple discussions with her on the subject, she has been keen on having a polyamorous relationship with me, although she disguises it using the word "dating". I.e, "we can still date other people". I even told her about my thoughts on polyamory, and how I am identifying with that lifestyle, and she commented on how my generation is like that (she's 20 years older than I am). she's been exposed to the OF program quite a bit lately, and she's getting ready to buy the program and run it for herself. Yes, I did share my secret with her
considering her age, and lack of access to a computer, I doubt she'll be on these forums but if she is, i better cover my trakcs because i wrote about her a lot on this forum!
also, for what it's worth... i recommend checking out brene brown's work regarding self development. it's freaking phenomenal. I'm super grateful to be on such a powerful growth journey so young in life. I feel like the world is just there for the taking!
i was reading that converstaion about polygyny/polyamory, and my self talk was pretty positive. My thoughts revolved around that end goal being possible and that all i needed was to do some tremendous work on myself to get to that goal.
My thought pattern regarding this topic shines a bright spotlight that the following things are being worked on:
Quote:fear of failure, fear of self image, fear of being alone, fear of rejection, self doubt, self worth, self confidence
the implications of dissolving these fears are tremendous!
the more i run this sub, the more i realize how crippling fear really is, and how it keeps us delusional!
i'm having positive improvements with the woman i'm involved with, and after having multiple discussions with her on the subject, she has been keen on having a polyamorous relationship with me, although she disguises it using the word "dating". I.e, "we can still date other people". I even told her about my thoughts on polyamory, and how I am identifying with that lifestyle, and she commented on how my generation is like that (she's 20 years older than I am). she's been exposed to the OF program quite a bit lately, and she's getting ready to buy the program and run it for herself. Yes, I did share my secret with her
considering her age, and lack of access to a computer, I doubt she'll be on these forums but if she is, i better cover my trakcs because i wrote about her a lot on this forum!also, for what it's worth... i recommend checking out brene brown's work regarding self development. it's freaking phenomenal. I'm super grateful to be on such a powerful growth journey so young in life. I feel like the world is just there for the taking!
