I was talking to C about how none of my relationships or encounters I had with women seem to work out. I realized that there was still a quite a significant amount of hatred that I have with women and it explains why I fell for her so hard.
As I was talking to her, a burst of emotions shot up from my chest and taken over me. A shade of self-awareness emerged and I realized that if I keep repeating the narrative then I will keep getting what I have.
I fought the resistance to not get out of my comfort zone and exposing myself to new experiences such as shadowing people and applying to leadership positions. I applied to shadow a girl who essentially was the designated photographer for an asian cultural club.
In this one members meeting for this club, this fat middle eastern girl entered and she sat behind me and counldnt stop glancing at me. The moda kicked in and I was focused on taking pictures for the events. Throughout the event she was just glancing and staring at me as i was taking event photos. Later towards the end of the event, I did my ninja infiltration stuff and sneaked into her field of vision as the president was doing a Q&A session with a small group. The she looked at me with wide eyes and a shocked or confused facial espression. Then, she quickly and covertly trying to pull her shirt down to her crotch Bing a target struck Lol
As I was talking to her, a burst of emotions shot up from my chest and taken over me. A shade of self-awareness emerged and I realized that if I keep repeating the narrative then I will keep getting what I have.
I fought the resistance to not get out of my comfort zone and exposing myself to new experiences such as shadowing people and applying to leadership positions. I applied to shadow a girl who essentially was the designated photographer for an asian cultural club.
In this one members meeting for this club, this fat middle eastern girl entered and she sat behind me and counldnt stop glancing at me. The moda kicked in and I was focused on taking pictures for the events. Throughout the event she was just glancing and staring at me as i was taking event photos. Later towards the end of the event, I did my ninja infiltration stuff and sneaked into her field of vision as the president was doing a Q&A session with a small group. The she looked at me with wide eyes and a shocked or confused facial espression. Then, she quickly and covertly trying to pull her shirt down to her crotch Bing a target struck Lol
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
