Aventus's E2 --->DMSI V3.0.1 journey

[Aventus45]

Day 33

Second day of version B, no anger but I did experience different degrees of being tired. It can also be from my workouts as well.

Today at church I didn't have much contact with C because of the sheer amount of people. I think version B helped me become more of a tease to her. There were two instances where I kept her wanting.

First is when one of my friends was being tickled and I said something about his ticklish point was being taken advantage of. I look at her and said

Me:-semi serious tone- if you do that to me then I will take off your boot and tickle your feet.
C: well it's a good thing I wore 2 layers of socks.
Me: I will take both of them off and tickle you.
Then I stood up and, while she is sitting, I brushed her hair in a way that tilts her head upwards. Her eyes looked excited but I left her hanging. I started to go about my own way and talked to my friends.

The second time was when most of them left including the pastor. I don't remember what we talked about but did the same thing but let my hand travel to her chin as if I'm going to kiss her but I left again to talk with the rest of them.

Later, as we were preparing to leave, we both went to separate bathrooms and lo and behold she was waiting for me to get out of mine. She pounced me but I move her away from the camera then i proceeded to makeout with her. As we are making out, my hands knew where to go and my lips traveled down to her neck. She started breathing really heavily but I stopped her because we are in a high traffic area of the chruch.

When we reached the exit, C and I had to get past a dark section. On instinct, I look for cameras in the small section. She see this and gets confused but realizes what I'm doing. Too late for her because I pounced on her before she realizes. I simaltaniously grabbed her waist and pulled her close while pushing her against the wall. For a second that animal/warrior side took over and I kissed her. My caring friend side kicked in and overrided that warrior me right after. She seems to love the warrior side as much as I do. She sees it and I see it. Time for B to bring it out

So Version A did clear enough for me to execute the NS and Self training modules. I'm starting to doubt the aura but the results with C proves otherwise. I just haven't seen other people being attracted to me. Soon enough Broventus soon enough.

Yoooo great progress bro, can't believe i missed your journal!

Anyhows this post reminds me of a girl i liked 2 months ago, she was a DMSI V2.4 manifestation.
As she had the exact same personality and charm as a girl i loved 1 year ago ( beta love anyways )

This girl was being sniped throughout V2.4 and V2.5 and i called her swe spanish girl.
She was very close friend with my dorm roomate and she hung out with him all the time, before she got toghether with him now because i didn't pull the trigger. One time i had her against the wall ( full auto pilot mode ) with my forehead pressed against hers infront of my roomate who was toghether with her at the time ( before i knew it ) but i hesitated to kiss her. I remeber her eyes were wide as someone on mdma.

A part of me is happy a did not kiss her since that would get us both in trouble since they were toghether and since that would have destroyed my friendship with him.

Another part of me is curious of what would have happened if i did, im sure he would have interviend and called us both names or just got mad and left. A person sniped with even V2.5 which has 250 to 300% less quirples than V3.01 is unable to resist even if that person was toghether with someone and thah person just so happened to be watching the entire thing. F##King DMSI!!!!!

I feel you. Its a tough decision when the other person someone you know. I made up my mind not to fuck with girls who is in a relationship with someone I know.

Some may say me messing with girls who are in relationships is simply a reaction to having a bad experience with my first girlfriend. I would say thats probably true. Perhaps it's also because I simply don't care about relationships the same way I used to. Either way, I'm going to start priortozing my needs over others first.