I missed last night's loops. Meaning I should be in execution mode for today. I had 2 hours of sleep and i feel like shit. I brought up a question to fellow members about eseclation with friends BC I'm interested in one.
Then I pondered "why do I have trouble with eseclation?" And suddenly I was tapping away at it. I never used tapping for the longest time. After much yawning and tears, I went into a trance where I started tapping at everything and anything that came up. I also went deeper into why.
Here is the rough sketch of where it went.
Why am I afraid of eseclation?
-Rejection --->pain of rejection----->former highly emotional past experiences
-inexperience----> terrified---> rejection
-rejection----past experiences- specific emotions (anger jelousy confusion)--->emotions part 2---> anger--->unricprocated feelings as well as inferiority.
Was it A that pushed me to do this? Not sure but I'm sure that it's something I needed to help with clearing.
Then I pondered "why do I have trouble with eseclation?" And suddenly I was tapping away at it. I never used tapping for the longest time. After much yawning and tears, I went into a trance where I started tapping at everything and anything that came up. I also went deeper into why.
Here is the rough sketch of where it went.
Why am I afraid of eseclation?
-Rejection --->pain of rejection----->former highly emotional past experiences
-inexperience----> terrified---> rejection
-rejection----past experiences- specific emotions (anger jelousy confusion)--->emotions part 2---> anger--->unricprocated feelings as well as inferiority.
Was it A that pushed me to do this? Not sure but I'm sure that it's something I needed to help with clearing.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
