Alpha Male Stage 1 Day 8 04/29/2020
Last night I went to sleep with the program playing, in the middle of the night I could literally feel like the sub was resolving or dissolving something in my head. A burst of energy and a happier emotion. I couldn’t figure out what it resolved but I know it was big.
I went out on a limb and started talking to A, hot korean girl two years older than me, more. I used to not to because I couldn’t figure out what to say or how to act around her because I grew to be really needy in her presence. Verging on nice guy obsession for a month last year. That kinda pushed her away or at least I thought it did in my head. I was worried about a lot of things around her and generally pretty needy.
Anyway, the interaction was great compared to that of the past. I just started sending random shit to her cause I personally found it hilarious. In the past, it would just be like a few messages and dead silence for a week.
Last night I went to sleep with the program playing, in the middle of the night I could literally feel like the sub was resolving or dissolving something in my head. A burst of energy and a happier emotion. I couldn’t figure out what it resolved but I know it was big.
I went out on a limb and started talking to A, hot korean girl two years older than me, more. I used to not to because I couldn’t figure out what to say or how to act around her because I grew to be really needy in her presence. Verging on nice guy obsession for a month last year. That kinda pushed her away or at least I thought it did in my head. I was worried about a lot of things around her and generally pretty needy.
Anyway, the interaction was great compared to that of the past. I just started sending random shit to her cause I personally found it hilarious. In the past, it would just be like a few messages and dead silence for a week.
