09-21-2018, 09:45 AM
So I know I’ve been pretty busy lately and haven’t really had much of an opportunity to journal for about a month. Just so y’all know I’m still alive and I’m still running AM6 consistently. I ain’t stopping yet. I still have not really seen any significant results regarding how people respond to me or even behavioral changes within myself. I still have a firm belief that the sub does in fact work.
A thought that has been crossing my mind however Is the possibility that perhaps I put the cart before the horse and started AM6 too soon. I’ve heard several accounts (especially in the case of Davismind91) of other Users doing a six-month the run of E2 before starting AM6. I’m sure there is no right or wrong way to do this but something tells me I probably should’ve focused on healing first. However I will admit that other forum users did advise me to do this in the first place so I blame myself for that. What can I say? I’m a bit of a hard-head.
I will complete my run of AM6 as planned. But I am debating whether or not for my next sub, whether I should do E2 or DMSI. On one hand E2 covers a broader spectrum in terms of healing than DMSI and might Make a little bit more way for AM6 to work a little bit better (Unless of course I’m thinking about this completely wrong) But on the other hand something tells me that DMSI might give me some more help with some sexual hang ups that I have about myself. Particularly my lack of sexual experience. Plus it still from what I understand has a great healing component to it. I’m not really sure which to choose. I’ve heard it said that DMSI Can be used as an alternative to E2 But can it be used as a precursor to AM6 like E2. I’m having a real hard time making a decision on this.
In other news: I got a job. I start in a little bit more than a week.
A thought that has been crossing my mind however Is the possibility that perhaps I put the cart before the horse and started AM6 too soon. I’ve heard several accounts (especially in the case of Davismind91) of other Users doing a six-month the run of E2 before starting AM6. I’m sure there is no right or wrong way to do this but something tells me I probably should’ve focused on healing first. However I will admit that other forum users did advise me to do this in the first place so I blame myself for that. What can I say? I’m a bit of a hard-head.
I will complete my run of AM6 as planned. But I am debating whether or not for my next sub, whether I should do E2 or DMSI. On one hand E2 covers a broader spectrum in terms of healing than DMSI and might Make a little bit more way for AM6 to work a little bit better (Unless of course I’m thinking about this completely wrong) But on the other hand something tells me that DMSI might give me some more help with some sexual hang ups that I have about myself. Particularly my lack of sexual experience. Plus it still from what I understand has a great healing component to it. I’m not really sure which to choose. I’ve heard it said that DMSI Can be used as an alternative to E2 But can it be used as a precursor to AM6 like E2. I’m having a real hard time making a decision on this.
In other news: I got a job. I start in a little bit more than a week.
“When you change yourself...you change the world”
-Silvera, Gojira
-Silvera, Gojira