08-21-2018, 10:10 AM
So I was on my way home today from taking a test for a job position. And I called my dad to let him know how I did. I was about an hour away from my house and he asked to drop something off to me within the next five minutes. Unfortunately there was a breakdown in communication which led to him not hearing me trying to tell him that I was far away from the house but he insisted that he was going to be at my house within five minutes.
I managed to get this message to him within a second phone call. But after the first call was finished I was just completely pissed off. The funny thing was it wasn’t necessarily just at him but more angry about All the times I was ever completely bulldozed in conversation. Not to mention any time when I had to speak in front of a group and was either intimidated or ridiculed/laughed at/not taken seriously by the group that I was speaking to. This happened many times in fraternity meetings when I was back in college.
This is not really anger at other people but more of myself and I’m starting to realize as life goes on that if I’m too afraid to speak and speak with a little bit of authority or assertiveness I’m not gonna be good at any job that I do in the future as there will be meetings I will be required to attend.But it seem like a lot of old shit was being dug up today so maybe somethings happening. I still believe that I will have to do a second run of AM6 to completely deal with these issues.
On a more positive note I believe I crushed the test. So hopefully I will get an interview for this position.
I managed to get this message to him within a second phone call. But after the first call was finished I was just completely pissed off. The funny thing was it wasn’t necessarily just at him but more angry about All the times I was ever completely bulldozed in conversation. Not to mention any time when I had to speak in front of a group and was either intimidated or ridiculed/laughed at/not taken seriously by the group that I was speaking to. This happened many times in fraternity meetings when I was back in college.
This is not really anger at other people but more of myself and I’m starting to realize as life goes on that if I’m too afraid to speak and speak with a little bit of authority or assertiveness I’m not gonna be good at any job that I do in the future as there will be meetings I will be required to attend.But it seem like a lot of old shit was being dug up today so maybe somethings happening. I still believe that I will have to do a second run of AM6 to completely deal with these issues.
On a more positive note I believe I crushed the test. So hopefully I will get an interview for this position.
“When you change yourself...you change the world”
-Silvera, Gojira
-Silvera, Gojira
