Alpha Rehash vol. II

[Inconceivablezen]

You're 18 years old AlphaMind?

[Marcus]

[post in violation of rule 5/6/7]

(Marcus there is a difference between stating something and abuse, and your post shows the second)

[Breeze]

Hey, AlphaMind!

I know how much it bothers to depend on parents, especially if you are running a subliminal directed towards dependence. This is the exact reason I am the point where I HAVE to start making money and get off parent's shadows. If you are 18 years old, or somewhere around that age, it is a great news! You got a head start. It could be puzzling which direction to take to. And depends on which country you live in. You may or may or not get a part-time job, but what's important is that, and I'd encourage you do is stick to one thing and nail it down. If it is writing, that is great!

[SargeMaximus]

Funny coming from the one hypocritical guy who can dish it and not take it. I wonder why a guy like Sarge is writing what is bothersome about AlphaMind when everyday he posts in his journal how he sits around with no job at mommy and daddy's checking subliminal-talk thread about every 5 minutes and whining about how he can't succeed in life because everyone will kill him, but yet wants to do nothing about that. Right....

Catman's calling you of an "armchair expert" is dead on.

As for AlphaMind, don't let that limiting belief damage you and your life you can do whatever you would like with your life as long as you believe you can do it first and foremost.

Lol, my mom says not to listen to you. XD

[AlphaMind]

Yes I'm 18 and I do have income, in fact I play stocks; although, my income can't meet my monthly needs.

This is the reason I'll run BASE 2.0 immediately after AM6, then re-doing it again until I can live by my own.

Btw, pls don't do any blame or pointing people's life. If you want to help them gave advice, even if it harsh, but don't blame or point any *sensitive* things.

[eternity]

there certainly is a dark side to being wise, and that's loneliness... BUT! it doesn't have to be that way. whenever i started considering myself "above" other people because of my intelligence, I set myself up to be a loner.

What's helping me right now is taking a genuine interest in other people, for instance by saying "hi how are you doing?" and MEANING it. i learned it from the book "how to win friends and influence people"

when I started taking action and doing what I could to form friendships / strengthen existing ones, the connections grew. conversely, sitting around and wondering why i dont' have friends brings me more of the same.... or lack there of

and bro, even though you're 18, in the grander scheme of things, you're ONLY 18. You have plenty of opportunity and time ahead of you to work on being self sufficient, and the fact that you're so young and are working on stocks is certainly setting yourself up for financial securoity in a couple years. As long as you're not taking advantage of your parents' money and just wasting space, you can feel at ease. Although the discomfort you are feeling is a "hunger" for success which is a GREAT thing, and you should definitely channel that constructively to build a future for yourself

[AlphaMind]

there certainly is a dark side to being wise, and that's loneliness... BUT! it doesn't have to be that way. whenever i started considering myself "above" other people because of my intelligence, I set myself up to be a loner.

What's helping me right now is taking a genuine interest in other people, for instance by saying "hi how are you doing?" and MEANING it. i learned it from the book "how to win friends and influence people"

when I started taking action and doing what I could to form friendships / strengthen existing ones, the connections grew. conversely, sitting around and wondering why i dont' have friends brings me more of the same.... or lack there of

and bro, even though you're 18, in the grander scheme of things, you're ONLY 18. You have plenty of opportunity and time ahead of you to work on being self sufficient, and the fact that you're so young and are working on stocks is certainly setting yourself up for financial securoity in a couple years. As long as you're not taking advantage of your parents' money and just wasting space, you can feel at ease. Although the discomfort you are feeling is a "hunger" for success which is a GREAT thing, and you should definitely channel that constructively to build a future for yourself

To clarify I'm not a loner, I feel lonely. I'm a social guy, in fact, one of the most influential person and well-known in multiple colleges, but that is it. People I can connect to, meaning intellectually, are few.

I've read countless books, from mainstream philosophy (Dale C., Napoleon H., Charles F. H., etc.) to classic philosophy (Aristotle, Sun Tzu, Zen, Confucius, Muhammad, Jesus, Buddha, Epicurus, etc.) to economy, politics, yada yada yada and what do I feel? An ego trap. Feeling higher than normal being. People could give me emotional ecstasy, but intelligence ecstasy? Buurrbb.

The more one know about the world, the more one realize how they don't know anything, yet the dilemma of knowing more and "emptiness" still reside. That's what I feel, and this phrase is the epitome of what I believe. Currently.

This might be "positive" hunger, but still, its killing me.

To emphasize about me, I despise wasting. 80% of my parent's money are used for self-improvements and long-term investment. I hate wasting in any aspect and this cause me to reason frontally with people I've meet "How could you live life without understanding what you want?"

You could get hyped with "You're 18, be proud", No! "I'm already 18 and this is the only sh1t I've earn?"

Insane, huh?

[ffaux]

Bro you need to chill and stop putting so much pressure on yourself. You seem to have a lot of negative drivers behind all your achievements. Consider giving Stress Relief a go next.

[SargeMaximus]

Bro you need to chill and stop putting so much pressure on yourself. You seem to have a lot of negative drivers behind all your achievements. Consider giving Stress Relief a go next.

There's nothing wrong with being a high achiever.

[ffaux]

Bro you need to chill and stop putting so much pressure on yourself. You seem to have a lot of negative drivers behind all your achievements. Consider giving Stress Relief a go next.

There's nothing wrong with being a high achiever.

I agree completely. I'm a high achiever.

[AlphaMind]

Day 22


I met an old friend few days ago and he completely shocked how I've changed so much in just a year. My physique and my mentality and the way I talk have change so much that he spout "Influential person eh"

I giggled, and respond back at him "Nah, you too has changed. We both improved". Our conversation last for 4 hours and in that 4 hours it is a quality conversation. He even claimed "In only just 4 hours we've been jumping from one topic to another with deepness. Thanks man, I can't talk this much with people, only some could".

When we talk about society and life we both conclude being to adaptive is confusing. We can talk and be part of many social circles at once, but then "Who am I really is?" and "What is my pure personality?". At this point we agree to step back towards everything and be alone, just to dig deep who we really are and what is our pure traits. Who are we, really? If we base who we really are from people we spend time the most, then, we are nothing but a two chameleon who could blend in. Peculiar.

At this stage I'm always tired regardless of how many hours I hit the bed. Just 10 more days, then onward to stage 5.

[AlphaMind]

End of Stage 4

I am regulating my emotions while playing stock. Avoid panic buying and selling, and to see analyze things objectively. I've created a goal and procedures to systematically earn $40-$50/month. Money will accumulate and my income will increase. Btw, stock is one of my source of income. One of

Now stage 5 then 6. I can't wait to use BASE to aid my financial matters.

These past 4 stages are neutral, rather the only significant thing I felt is tiredness. Way too tired.

On my journey towards improvement, it is another rehash. Hence "Alpha Rehash." Rehashing things I've learnt, experienced, and invent to build the new me.

Time to sleep.

*Hoping Crude Oil will go above 50, then tremendous capital gain for tomorrow

[AlphaMind]

Stage 6 Day 9

Just to sticky my dates

[ArcticFox]

Is this your first run of AM?