09-06-2015, 03:24 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-06-2015, 07:35 PM by Why So Serious?.)
This Saturday I move on to Stage 5
Anyhow the women up there are still being themselves.(Why do I think they are going to change their thinking?) One admitted that she quit putting effort into getting dressed because she already got the guy. Man Why am I just realizing how manipulative some women are
TMI info form here
Anyway I just discovered what has been causing a lot of anxiety for me lately. That would be masturbation. Yep and here I was thinking it was just the subs that was giving me that extra energy
(Well I feel the energy still but I also don't feel like putting it to use. I feel kind of depressed now that I think about it.)
Man I felt like socializing, I didn't hate people as much, I talked to mom,my aunt talked to me, I was focused, my nephews didn't get on nerves as much, I was owning my sexuality, I could really feel the sub working, as you can see the list could go on.
I stopped for either 2 or 3 weeks then I recently started again and feel all the anxiety coming back. That was the dumbest thing I could have done. Now I got to wait 1 or 2 weeks for the anxiety to wear off. Aw well back to square one. Oh yeah almost forgot no porn either
Besides I like being with someone who can fulfill those needs
Other than that nothing else to report.
Anyhow the women up there are still being themselves.(Why do I think they are going to change their thinking?) One admitted that she quit putting effort into getting dressed because she already got the guy. Man Why am I just realizing how manipulative some women are
TMI info form here
Anyway I just discovered what has been causing a lot of anxiety for me lately. That would be masturbation. Yep and here I was thinking it was just the subs that was giving me that extra energy
(Well I feel the energy still but I also don't feel like putting it to use. I feel kind of depressed now that I think about it.)Man I felt like socializing, I didn't hate people as much, I talked to mom,my aunt talked to me, I was focused, my nephews didn't get on nerves as much, I was owning my sexuality, I could really feel the sub working, as you can see the list could go on.
I stopped for either 2 or 3 weeks then I recently started again and feel all the anxiety coming back. That was the dumbest thing I could have done. Now I got to wait 1 or 2 weeks for the anxiety to wear off. Aw well back to square one. Oh yeah almost forgot no porn either
Besides I like being with someone who can fulfill those needs
Other than that nothing else to report.
