08-20-2015, 05:12 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-21-2015, 01:20 PM by Why So Serious?.)
I still don't feel like I have much to add but I'll do my best.
For some odd reason I feel anxious posing here again. Have no clue why.
I currently on stage 4. I really just set the sub and forget it. I don't try and figure out every little thing it's working on. I just play it night.
I'm not working at the old job anymore. They let me go. Don't know why but I stopped caring. I got a new job. It doesn't seem to bad for now.
I'm getting back into drawing again. I did quit for a moment but I'm back at it again.
I still procrastinate a lot but it's slowly starting to chip away......very slowly.
I'm no longer a virgin. I'm not sure if it's because of the subs, but he didn't show to much interest until I started AF.
I am starting to feel grateful for some the things that happen in life. not just thinking about it, feeling it too. When that happens a day later I get very anxious lol. You can tell I'm not used to this.
If I can think of other things that happened I'll post later.
I'm not sure if I want to continue using the sub for another round. I'm not saying I won't listen to the sub ever again. I just would like a longer break than a week.
I'm wondering if it has something to do with not liking being told what to do? I did notice when I wasn't listening to it for a week that was when the sub really started to kick in for me.
I don't know but all I can say was this run has been boring. I'd like to hear Shannon's opinion on weather I should go for a third round right after finishing the second.
For some odd reason I feel anxious posing here again. Have no clue why.
I currently on stage 4. I really just set the sub and forget it. I don't try and figure out every little thing it's working on. I just play it night.
I'm not working at the old job anymore. They let me go. Don't know why but I stopped caring. I got a new job. It doesn't seem to bad for now.
I'm getting back into drawing again. I did quit for a moment but I'm back at it again.
I still procrastinate a lot but it's slowly starting to chip away......very slowly.
I'm no longer a virgin. I'm not sure if it's because of the subs, but he didn't show to much interest until I started AF.
I am starting to feel grateful for some the things that happen in life. not just thinking about it, feeling it too. When that happens a day later I get very anxious lol. You can tell I'm not used to this.
If I can think of other things that happened I'll post later.
I'm not sure if I want to continue using the sub for another round. I'm not saying I won't listen to the sub ever again. I just would like a longer break than a week.
I'm wondering if it has something to do with not liking being told what to do? I did notice when I wasn't listening to it for a week that was when the sub really started to kick in for me.
I don't know but all I can say was this run has been boring. I'd like to hear Shannon's opinion on weather I should go for a third round right after finishing the second.
