Alpha Female in Training

[Why So Serious?]

I know it's my week off but I feel weird. I feel calm with the usual ups and downs but calm. When I went to work I wasn't mad. I just feel like I needed to figure out a way to get out of there calmly. Maybe it's sub settling in?

I don't know how to explain it. I just want to get things done and I feel clam about it. It's more to it than that but I can't explain it. I wish I could though. This is all new to me.
I have been impatient with starting this sub again. Even with how difficult it can be going through the resistance.

Can't wait to start again to see what else will happen.