02-24-2015, 04:30 PM
Day 22
Today I decided to test the waters and see how feel about dying because a couple of weeks ago I was going through some serious anxiety over it. I'm proud to say that I am 75% over it. I kind of laughed at my self while thinking about it. I feel embarrassed that I was stressing out so much over it.
Still going through resistance but I know I can learn something from it. It's just going to take some time to figure out what is causing it. Well, as I typed that sentence an idea popped into my head of why all the resistance. Something about the old me dying or something like that could be causing it.
Another thing I realized is that I now have goals! My own goals not goals that people think I should be striving for. Their mine all mine!!!!
It's only 2 but I'm still pretty proud.
Now I have something to strive for instead of wondering around aimlessly. Yay me!
Today I decided to test the waters and see how feel about dying because a couple of weeks ago I was going through some serious anxiety over it. I'm proud to say that I am 75% over it. I kind of laughed at my self while thinking about it. I feel embarrassed that I was stressing out so much over it.
Still going through resistance but I know I can learn something from it. It's just going to take some time to figure out what is causing it. Well, as I typed that sentence an idea popped into my head of why all the resistance. Something about the old me dying or something like that could be causing it.
Another thing I realized is that I now have goals! My own goals not goals that people think I should be striving for. Their mine all mine!!!!
It's only 2 but I'm still pretty proud. Now I have something to strive for instead of wondering around aimlessly. Yay me!
