10-18-2014, 04:53 PM
Now I don't feel motivated to anything right now and know I have a lot of work to do. I need to be practicing drawing, learning all of the microsoft office suite, new skills for a new job. For some odd reason it feels like shooting myself in the foot whenever I do try to push myself to get it done or like I'm running against a brick wall. 
Must be either resistance or laziness. Of course I will continue listening even though right now I feel like turning the sub off.
Seems like I'm being more open about what's going on in this journal. Usually I try not to give out to much information.
I really want this feeling to go away this is not helping in the least bit. I want the motivation back
Must be either resistance or laziness. Of course I will continue listening even though right now I feel like turning the sub off.Seems like I'm being more open about what's going on in this journal.
Usually I try not to give out to much information.I really want this feeling to go away this is not helping in the least bit. I want the motivation back
