Went out to run errands. Felt turbulent, emotionally. When I walked into Walmart to get some groceries, I noticed something. All this turbulence has destroyed my Walking B*tch Shield. What I mean by that is, no matter what I do, it seems like I walk around - chest puffed out, perfect posture, swag in my step - with this repellent energy. I'm sensitive to these kinds of things, and awhile back I figured out that I put out this "aura of arrogance" to actually keep women away from me. It was gone. When I realized this, it started to flicker back on (so-to-speak).
I then see this really cute (rare for Walmart in my experience) in the produce section. I check her out while grabbing a few lemons and limes (for one of the low-to-no cal salad dressing I'll be using in my PSMF) and she turns around. I look back down to what I'm doing and go about shopping. Next thing I know, she slides in front of me - almost touches me - while I'm looking at broccoli. I grab a few bunches of that, and then start looking at all the pre-packaged salads. I see out of the corner of my eye that she's standing just behind me. Suddenly, she darts in front of me and starts rearranging everything I'm looking at. It was so blatantly intentionally I couldn't help but let out a bark of a laugh. I didn't want to make her feel bad or whatever, so I left the area. A single man could have easily said, "Hi," and taken it from there.
EDIT: Oh yeah, went to Natural Grocers to get my 5 gallon refills of water for the training studio. Checked out with a guy who asked how I was, nervously laughed at anything I said, talked enthusiastically about the beautiful weather, nervously laughed some more, stuttered & stammered, and then said, "Have a really great day, SIR!"
I then see this really cute (rare for Walmart in my experience) in the produce section. I check her out while grabbing a few lemons and limes (for one of the low-to-no cal salad dressing I'll be using in my PSMF) and she turns around. I look back down to what I'm doing and go about shopping. Next thing I know, she slides in front of me - almost touches me - while I'm looking at broccoli. I grab a few bunches of that, and then start looking at all the pre-packaged salads. I see out of the corner of my eye that she's standing just behind me. Suddenly, she darts in front of me and starts rearranging everything I'm looking at. It was so blatantly intentionally I couldn't help but let out a bark of a laugh. I didn't want to make her feel bad or whatever, so I left the area. A single man could have easily said, "Hi," and taken it from there.
EDIT: Oh yeah, went to Natural Grocers to get my 5 gallon refills of water for the training studio. Checked out with a guy who asked how I was, nervously laughed at anything I said, talked enthusiastically about the beautiful weather, nervously laughed some more, stuttered & stammered, and then said, "Have a really great day, SIR!"
