Aces High: A Maverick Journal

[Duke.Togo]

Duke, I've posted this question to Shannon buy if you can, I would very much like your input if you think that Maverick would fit my needs, given I'm going into it emotionally healthy.


I feel a bit stuck in life. Like in treading water.

I've made good progress last year's, switched to a career which I enjoy and my life is going pretty well.

But I feel that something is missing.

I love getting an idea and diving head first for weeks trying to solve a problem, and this is when I feel alive. I love being in that place. Having purpose, working toward a goal, working on the dream of building a business and building something that people can have use of.

I've dreamt about having my own business since as long as I can remember.

I've tried a few ones, but only one has seemed to even have just a little success which is an app I've bult that has 400 downloads.

But other than that it has just been ideas that didn't really hit the ground. And it makes me devastated to be honest. I have so much passion for this, but I don't seem to be able to find an idea that generate enough to build something from.

I've worked on a machine learning idea for four weeks and spent a lot of hours on it, just to find that there is a company who does all what I had in mind but 100 times better, not even an idea to trying to compete there.

I want to find something where I can use my skillset and doing what I enjoy doing - building software/algorithms/logic - creating a lively hood for myself and working toward my goals of financial success and creating value in society. But it feels like something is missing.

I don't know what it is. I've been working on my emotional issues for years now, getting out from a deep depression, and with good progress.

Right now running ASR which is the sub that so far have helped me the most. Both in the moment but also working trough the stressors that have caused me pain.

Maybe things will work out when I've healed enough. Maybe not. But right now I need a goal to look ahead on more than just being emotionally healthy. A mindset that can keep me going and overcome feeling this devastated as I do when I work on something that suddenly shows not to work out. It feels like getting the rug pulled out from underneath yourself.

I feel drawn to the idea of Maverick and UMS. But not before I feel that ASR has done enough with my emotional state to be ready for it.

What do you think about my case? I guess I needed to write this off my chest as I felt pretty bad and felt like I lost direction

I'm just seeing this now, but it's also super late for me.  I owe you an answer and I will get you one in the next 24 hours.